My lock up diary

Well I slipped up today and earned a tickling as my punishment so I will let you know how I cope. I had a look at your chastity journey Mike, pretty interesting read. Hope you cope with your gym class tonight, how long have you been locked for now? Does your wife hold your key?

 

wow, that really is endurance! I still think of anything over three weeks as a long time. What a shame she wont hold the key for you :anim_03: but I guess you can't force these things.

Have you ever considered using a mistress to hold your key if your wife approved?

 

What a shame that she wont hold your key, but I guess it would do more harm to force the issue. Have you thought about a small combination safe that she knows the code to?

My sympathies

 

Well I am really grateful for my nightime releases but it does raise the issue of self control. After a week of chastity it takes serious will power to not touch that pounding morning erection. She keeps me locked up sometimes to remind me who is in charge and that it nightly freedom is a privilage.

I often wonder if it is harder to be free and get teased and have will power or to be locked away all the time. Each one has it's own challenges although personally I am broken fastest when I am locked, let out for teasing then relocked. It really is a wicked combination:confused0068:

 

I think that steel is the way to go too, I work as a carpenter and the curve is pretty chunky and is barely hidden under heavy work wear. I often wonder if my clients suspect something? Do they think I have a permenant erection, am blessed or think something is a miss down there? I do sometimes get scared of being discovered as it would be pretty in professional.

 

I agree Mistress Watchfull, a good mistress is also caring and should have a foot in the real world and there are occasions when release is a good thing.

My darling actually lets me loose quite a lot at the moment and puts trust in me which I try my best to uphold although I am prone to touching after a week or two. Saying that there have also been times when I was locked 24/7 too, its just how it is for us right now

 

Pressure

It's been 6 days now, by no means a record but it's always around now that the frustration kicks in especially when I am all locked up for her and unable to get hard. The cage reminds me several times a day that I have given myself to her.

My darling is feeling a little rough at the moment and I am enjoying looking after her even though it is hard to get her to rest up. I sometimes joke that I should lock her up as it may be the only way to take it slow. I have a mistress that loves housework so not the typical d/s relationship!

Understably my chastity is not really on her mind right now and that's fine, I still enjoy being locked for her and the pressure building and being around her is still delightfully tormenting.

I hope you feel better soon darling/mistress xxx

 

Its a pleasure to look after you baby/Mistress. xxx

 

Another day locked up

Today is seven days locked up by her and the frustion a really building. I've pretty much been in full time chastity for over a month and I have cum a couple of times and the odd time that I came I was locked up again. In the past we have just done a stint then left it for a while so this is a new experience for me and I am learning to give up control of my cock to her, no more touching and I can't remember the last time I wanked. It's definatly a whole new level of surrender to her.

It's amazing how much a few words can make me lose the plot. Last night I was unlocked and teased for a while and then left to calm down. Just as I had simmered a little my baby said that she was so turned on by my whimpers that she almost let me cum. She really meant it and it put me right back to whimpering again. I never think she will let me cum and hearing her say that was too much.

Of course the cruel side got the better of her and she remembered that a week of denial is just getting started. So cruel, so wonderfully frustrating and so my baby xxx

 

Sighs in frustration... :sad0020:

 

Hmmm

My darling and Mistress has finally found a good deterrent to stop me touching her property without permission. If I misbehave she will put some very humiliating photos of my all tied up on her profile and so far despite ten days of torment it is keeping me in line very well. As soon as she threatens it I snap into line right away and she uses it to great effect.

I have been unlocked for a good few days now as she usually lets me out when I am at home with her but of course there are times when she is not in the same room which makes it hard to behave after a while in chastity. Its even been effective when she has teased me, no need for bondage, just a reminder of what will happen and I become very well behaved..

I have also been thinking about restraints that will stop me touching but be comfortable and practical to sleep in. I am very generously unlocked for sleep but of course I wake up in the night very turned on sometimes when she is asleep and at some point I may slip. I was thinking of some kind of bondage mits or thigh to wrist restraints that would stop me grabbing her property but still make sleep comfortable and wondered if anyone has any good ideas?

I know some people will read this and think, just lock him up or learn self control but this is just how chastity is working for us at the moment and she likes me unlocked when I am around her so she can grab and tease her property when she pleases.
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True, I could hump the sheets but I don't think I would ever cum without permission. The feeling of touching myself with my own hands is so rare at the moment it is just heaven and hard to resist sometimes in the lonely hours of the night.

I thought maybe some mits or soft restraints that would deny the feeling of skin on skin would be delightfully frustrating for myself and a wicked torment for her.

 

Back under lock and key

Well after a long weekend of supervised freedom ian back at work and locked in the curve again. I previous posts I have often wondered if it is harder to be unlocked and have self control or just be locked? Although those morning erections are hard to deal with and take massive self control, I have come to the conclusion that being caged is much more frustrating. I really do feel like I'm her prisoner and have a good fit which means no escape without cutting the device. I am. Constantly aware that she is in charge of my cock and it feels as though her hand is constantly gripped around it stopping it getting hard. It's been 11 days in chastity now and I m sure my darling will take great pleasure in knowing I am starting to climb the walls now. I'd net for release but I know she would just give me that satisfied smirk and say she is only getting started.
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