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    Just my little space to thought dump and share experiences.

    First a little back ground on me. I discovered chastity through pegging porn. Saw a video one day of a man wearing something on his cock while getting railed and haven't looked back since. That started the path down in to femdom, SPH, foot worship and CBT play. I've dabbled with sissy play mostly for the sexual humiliation factor. No matter what it all leads back to wanting to be locked up.

    I'm currently locked in a cherrykeeper3d stub. I hope some of you will enjoy my postings.
     
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    Realizing I'm smaller than most:

    I always knew I didn't have the biggest cock out there but I didn't think it was crazy small. You watch porn and think oh yeah it's just porn that's why his dick looks so much bigger than mine. It's not until you start seeing other cocks in locker rooms and places like that that you start to think "huh when they are flaccid they don't have half and inch of loose foreskin" or "when they piss they don't only use their finger and thumb to hold it"

    The most humiliating realization experience was when out drinking with friends. I had to piss and went to the bathroom. I chose to sit in a stall to pee. I started doing my business and without realizing the pressure of my stream and causes my cock to raise just enough to piss between the gap of the toilet seat and toilet. Before I knew it I had pissed all over my boxers and pants. Having to spend the rest of the night covered in my own piss was embarrassing and humiliating to say the least.

    Sexually the realization came pretty quickly. When my gf would first give me hand jobs she'd stroke me with only 2 fingers and her thumb. In fairness the first time I looked down and saw her doing that I came almost instantly. When it finally came time to have PIV sex there was always issues with condoms bunching up, condoms sliding off and it just not being that enjoyable for her.

    But through these embarassing and humiliating moments came enlightenment. The realization that was smaller than most brought a certain level of relief to me and a much higher level of enjoyment in the bedroom. I used to be worried about people finding out I was small but now I don't care. I'm content with my small cock. It's evolved to a point where size doesn't matter when it's locked up and you are using toys.

    For reference I'm 3.6" hard and thin and under .8" soft most of the time.
     
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    Really starting to realize how much I enjoy ball busting play. It's unbelievable the amount of pleasure that comes from the pain of having them slapped and squeezed hard.
     
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    Thanks for sharing! I I totally relate to your realisation of being small, I thought the same way. Before we got into chastity/cuckold my madam would joke about me being small and tell me I should of been called Justin! I assumed she was just joking about, but she wasn’t!
     
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    I just can't get enough of the euphoric feeling when I cum after having my balls busted. It's such an intense mix of pleasure and pain. The pleasure dulls the pain for a little while after. I also wake up the next day with aching balls and hornier than ever.
     
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