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    After 35 years together, B and I finally decided to take our FLR to the next level and we agreed that I would go into chastity on a full time basis. Together we researched various types of devices and decided to start out with the CB -6000s. Many years ago, we had dabbled with the CB-2000 for a bit, nothing really serious, and felt comfortable with this style and going in knew I would be able to wear it with out too many issues. She asked me to draw up an agreement and after a week of discussions about what to include, we both officially signed yesterday morning and she officially closed the lock shortly thereafter.

    The rest of our first day was uneventful, almost as if nothing had changed. There was a provision in our agreement that she could choose to allow me one last orgasm before locking and I was sure that she would exercise that option but to my surprise , she chose to ignore it.

    Under our arrangement, I will be entitled to one orgasm every 14 days which will be by far the longest I’ve ever had to wait.

    I tend to snore at night and as a result, I sleep in a separate bedroom and spent my first night alone. That was probably a good thing since the typical discomfort and struggles that go along with getting acclimated to the device meant a lot of tossing and turning and not a lot of sleep.

    When we got together for breakfast, she asked how things were going and had me pull down my shorts so that she could inspect that all was going well. But, that was it. Again, the rest of the day was uneventful and I must admit, I was getting pretty frustrated.

    That all ended after dinner. She went into her bedroom and then called me in ordering me to take off my clothes and stand by the bed in front of her. My cock was now bursting and a good amount of pre-cum was dripping out of the cage. She suggested that I take my finger to collect the pre-cum and put it in my mouth, which I did. She then commented on how much it looked like I enjoyed it (I did) and laughed saying we would be exploring more of that in the future.

    At that point, she told me to sit in a chair and she cuffed my hands around the back and blindfolded me.
    I could hear her opening draws as she moved about the room and then I could hear her lay down and begin masturbating herself with a vibrator, This continued for about 45 minutes whereby she had three of the loudest organs that I have ever heard her had.

    When she was done, she went quiet for a few minutes before addressing me with a comment about how I could never make her cum like that.

    As I think about it now, I have to admit that it was the most intense sexual experience that I have had in like 20 plus years. All that, and I did not even get to have sex, Amazing....and now I’m really thinking that this chastity thing may be our best decision ever.

    Oh well, hope that was not too boring for anyone who might read it. I’m just glowing so much that I felt the need to memorialize this special day,
     
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    14 days is a long first lock up. You might want to build up to that. Good luck
     
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    Well, as hard as it is for me to imagine, I think today’s experiences actually topped yesterday’s highly charged ones.

    It all started out in the morning when B called me to her room. When I got there the door was closed and when I tried to open it, the handle was locked. It was then that I heard the sound of her vibrator buzzing away along with moans of pleasure that increasingly got louder and louder. It did not take long for those moans to turn into one really loud scream of ecstasy and then some very heavy breathing and then total quiet.

    Not knowing what to do, I just kind of awkwardly stood there waiting in silence. A few minutes passed and I knocked on the door to ask if everything was ok. She got up, opened it and told me to pull down my pants for her inspection, which I did. She nodded that all looked good and that I should go about my business and leaver her alone.

    After lunch, she asked me to follow her to her bedroom and to remove my clothes. She took hers off as well and we laid next to each other cuddling and gently massaging. She asked if I could play some porn on the tv and when I pulled up the streaming site, I asked her what she wanted to watch. After browsing the selections, she pointed towards a woman pegging men movie which I played. Together we watched and as I grew excited, I could tell that she was as well. She then told me to give her oral service and I went down on her as she continued watching the film. After two orgasms, she turned over, told me to turn off the tv and to lay next to her. Then she whispered in my ear that I needed to immediately order a strap on harness so that she could take me in the near future. She also laughed and said that since the likelihood of me ever having PIV sex with her again was almost zero, she would be needing me to use it on her as well.

    So after 3 days in chastity, I have already had some of the most intense sexual experiences of my life and B is really enjoying the power that she has been bestowed. In fact, I believe we are both surprised at how skilled and creative she has been. Before bed tonight, I gave her a hug and she looked up with a serious look, kind of shaking her head while saying, if we had only known years ago.

    I honestly don’t know how we can keep up this torrid pace and assume this is some kind of honeymoon phase that will taper off ss time goes by. In the meantime, I’ll take it,

    With up to 11 days before my first permitted orgasm release, I’m holding my own but I must admit, it has not been easy.

    So far, so good with the device. After some discomfort the first night, I’ve gotten much more used to it and really has not been an issue since.
     
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    B had me spend the entire day doing domestic chores including laundry, house cleaning and cooking dinner while she read a book and watched tv. In the evening, she told me to take my cloths off, get on my knees and give her a foot massage. Afterwards we cuddled together and she asked if I would be open to getting a “B” tattoo on my left chest once this COVID thing is under control. I told her absolutely and she gently kissed me and sent me off to bed.

    Tomorrow is my first scheduled cleaning release and I’ll be out of the cage for a brief period of time to thoroughly wash it up. I think I’ve been been doing a pretty good cleaning up in the shower but a fuller version is important. She did not say it but I expect that after she opens the lock, she is going to want to supervise to prevent any unauthorized orgasms.

    So far this experience has been better than I could have ever imagined and B seems to be really enjoying it as well.

    I am truly blessed to have such a loving / caring Keyholder.
     
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    Well, when we wake up tomorrow, B and I will have one week behind us in this wonderful lifestyle commitment that we have undertaken. Things are going great and I’m simply amazed with how B has so naturally fit into her Keyholder position. She has demonstrated incredible creativity and expertise in employing Tease and Denial techniques and has been both extremely cruel and comforting at the opportune moments. I can honestly say that in all the years we have known each other and been married, we have never had a week so mutually exciting from a sexual standpoint and this has really had a positive flow through impact on our day to day life together. In fact, we have been getting along very well and a number of times have smiled at each other and laughed as one of us says, “had we only known years ago”. On the orgasm count, she’s opened up a big lead with the current score being 11 (those that I am aware of...there could be more) to 0.

    I’m getting more confident each day that this is going to be long term and am proud that I have been able to stay locked. The CB-6000s was a good choice for our start and I’m pretty much used to it now although I have a bit of rash in the areas where the device rubs against the inner thighs. Otherwise, it has not been too uncomfortable to wear full time. Daily showering has been a pit of a pain as it is challenging to clean the inside the cage. However, I have devised a
    wash and dry system that seems to be working out.

    Given the prospects of this going long term, I have already been evaluating alternatives and am thinking about going with a Jail Bird as my primary and Cherry Keeper as my travel device.
     
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    Tomorrow marks the end of my first 14 period of being locked full time. Without question, these 2 weeks have sparked an incredible connection between myself and B and we have never been closer as a couple. Our communications have never been better, we are really enjoying each other’s company, the loving affection that we are demonstrating reminds me of when we were young and dating, and the sex (defined as B having orgasms, while I’m locked up) has never been more voluminous or intense.

    I must admit that I have been in a constant state of arousal and am really looking forward to unleashing a big pent up orgasm when B decides to unlock me tomorrow. To alleviate some of the interim tension that I was experiencing , B took an interest in milking me and I got to receive 2 sessions that were truly indescribable -a mixture of great pleasure and relief while at the same time, enhancing the tease and denial frustration.

    Today, she said that she was so turned on that she needed to be filled and instructed me to put on the strap on and we had penetrative sex with it. Before exploding with her 2nd orgasm of the day, she let me know how good it felt to have something much larger than me inside of her and that we would be doing that often going forward. As we lay in the afterglow, she mentioned that she had sincere doubts that I would ever enjoy PIV sex with her again...In her words,”Never say never, but, I just don’t see it happening anytime soon.”

    Later, she brought up the concept of potentially finding another man to satisfy her. That’s a topic that she has really not wanted to entertain in the past but I was certainly excited that she brought it up. It might have been just a part of T&D but the tone in her voice seemed pretty serious so I will have to see where that might go.

    At the outset, she made it clear that we would be entering this lifestyle on her terms and that she did not want me to be asking her to do things. She even indicated that my requests in our past attempts at chastity were partly to blame for the failures. What truly amazes me is how enthusiastically she has embraced her Keyholder role and how fast she has found ways and means to keep me on the edge.

    Orgasm score is now 21 - 0 but at least the 0 will turn to 1 real soon.
     
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    Just got to the 21 day point of this new wonderful FLR male chastity lifestyle and all has gone very well. We have had to make a few sizing adjustments here and there but overall, I have adapted to the CB3000s pretty well and am really beginning to not even notice that it is on most of the time.

    This experience has brought B and I so much closer together and it really has been like finding true love all over again.

    It started out like gangbusters for the both of us and I knew we could not keep up the pace of the first few days but we have now settled in to a more realistic everyday pattern that includes just the right level of contact (for her) and tease and denial (by her) to keep things at a high level of excitement.

    She has quickly developed into a wonderful keyholder and continues to surprise me each and every day with her skills and passion for the role.

    She let me out for a relatively quick authorized orgasm on Day 14 and although she toyed with the idea of limiting it to a ruined version, she allowed a full self masturbation orgasm and it was fantastic. Kind of reminded me of my first ever orgasm way back when. In between, she has milked me 4 times to help me relieve some of the pent up frustration.

    While cuddling after she had me go down on her for two orgasms, she indicated that she had made the affirmative decision that we would definitely not be having PIV sex until at least our 6 month point, indicating that it was only fair to be transparent in helping me set my expectations.

    She again mentioned that she was thinking about finding another man to satisfy her desire for PIV sex and said she was hoping that the Covid vaccines would improve things on that end so that she begin a proper search. In addition, she brought up the concept of me getting a small "B" tattoo on my chest and I told her that I was all for it. Apparently, she had given it a lot of thought and took the time to design her own version (she is very artistic). Again, when Covid gets under control, we will work towards that goal.

    Overall, we are both so happy we got in to this and have both accepted this new relationship as being permanent.
     
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    hope it continues to work out for you both
     
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    We just reached the one month mark and both agree that things could not have gone better. I am behaving a lot better and am showing B the love, respect and attention that she has always deserved but never quite got enough of in our pre-chastity days.

    She has been amazed at how this cage has transformed me and in turn, I have been amazed at how she has truly embraced her position of power in our relationship. I am a very dominant person by nature and B is quite the opposite and struggles with self confidence so we both have really turned things upside down with respect to this aspect of our lives.

    Going in, I don’t think either of us actually believed that chastity could work as a long term thing but now, we both welcome it as part of our lives that can last a lifetime.

    To celebrate this milestone, B gave me an extended tease and denial session where she had me help her have two explosive orgasms before pegging me with her strap on for about a half hour. Before the pegging, she gave me an honest assessment of our sex life and informed me that mine was the smallest cock that she had ever had in her and that she had never enjoyed any of our PIV sex as a result of my size as well as my inability to go for any amount of time. She wound up laughing and said that she had finally concluded that “Size Does Matter.” I had always suspected that to be the case but this was the first time she had ever actually confirmed it.

    At one point during the pegging, my entire body tensed and I had two very intense spasms. B noticed it as well and asked if I had cum. That was the first time I had experienced anything like that and to be honest, I’m not really sure what took place. It felt good, not full orgasm good or even ruined orgasm good, but when we were done, there was a tremendous amount of leakage that had collected so I’m thinking maybe I had some type of orgasm if that is even possible. [We would welcome anyone’s insight into their thoughts.]

    Overall orgasm score for our first month B 37, me 2 (one full, one ruined)...a score that we are both very pleased with.
     
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    Quick update on device status.

    We were pretty happy with the CBX combination that we were using...CB6000s and CB3000 but I wanted to try something a little lighter, that provided some additional air and washing accessibility to the area and was easier to assemble.

    After a lot of research and thoughtful consideration, we chose a Cherry Keeper (standard cage with touchstop) and I put in on yesterday.

    So far, we are very happy with its look and feel and after showering this morning, it seems to allow for better access for washing/drying. It took me awhile to get the solid ring on but it was a definite improvement on the pinching that I was getting with the CB assembly.

    Overall, a positive experience thus far and a lot of confidence that we will be happy longer term.
     
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