My Hands Free Journal

Well, per Mistress, i went in to gay bars in the city, w ear rings, lipstick, nail polish, and D cup boobs. Talked to a trans friend/bartender, who told me that everything i've told her about my circumstances, says to her that i am trans, adapting to who i really am. This makes me happy. I will share this with Mistress, as she will undoubtably be happy for me.
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Just an update, the bars filled up quickly last night, so there was no chance for striking up a casual conversation. Not the most relaxing situation.
This morning Mistress told me that she had found an extra p.a. ring in her jewelry box. She wasted no time in adding it to what i was wearing, saying the extra length made my chain look more like the vaginal slave chain described in Story of O, which was what she wanted, procaiming my submisiveness with my useless clitty. She likes how it looks so much that she has me naked for the day, and wants me naked tomorrow for her superbowl party, which will just consist of her sister, her sister's girlfriend, and Mistress' boyfriend. She said she wants to show off my tiny clitty with it's jewelry. She said I could be the party's entertainment. It should be an interesting time.
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Mistress' guests began arriving and I greeted them at the door, naked, as instructed. I had to stand next to Mistress during the game, serving food and drinks as required. Our guests were more interested in the game than participating in my humiliation, which I didn't mind. At halftime, Mistress' bf took me into the bedroom to give him a bj. I wasn't allowed to wipe off my face for the rest of the game. That was humiliating enough. I found myself fighting back tears, which would have been even more humiliating.
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Put on my bra today. Barely have enough boob to make it worth wearing. Certainly doesn't look like a girl's boob. Maybe when i lose some weight I'll be able to fill a small cup. I would be so proud. The journey is long and slow, but worth every step.
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Latest news: Serving Mistress has been put on temporary hold due to my having cataract surgery next week. We expect that initially I will have to avoid any strain, etc. They do one eye at a time, the second one done the following week. Mistress joked that she will have to serve me for a little while, be my sub. That will be weird.
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Update: left eye surgery done. 1/2 way there.
Mistress took me to a local bar for being "such a good girl."

 

Surgery on right eye in a couple of weeks. Amazing how sharp vision in the left eye is. Have to put in 7 different drops, 4 times a day. Looking forward to being through with them, 1 month from now. And will have to start the same regimen for the right eye. Still wearing the bra, to please Mistress. Today she put me in the 1 1/2" Jailbird for reasons she did not share. After not wearing it for a while, the cage feels extrimely confining, which is what she desired. She told me the cage stays on me for a minimum of the duration that I have to use the eyedrops, which i think is 6 weeks. Trying not to obsess about this, as it could be for a longer amount of time. Just had a thought: could be for the rest of the year.
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Mistress told me she wanted to spank me but can't because of post op concerns. Said that once i heal i can expect punishment.
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