My Goddess/Wife has decided to extend my prostrate relief

For those who follow me, I’ve been locked in permanent chastity since November’17.
In the beginning I was allowed out every few months for cum training. Then three and a half years ago, she decided to go with indefinite masturbation and orgasm denial. She was kind enough to allow me a chance at prostrate milkings every few months. It helps so much because of how full and aching my balls get.
She usually tells me when it’s milking time, because I’m not allowed to ask.
The other day I finally had to ask because it has been five months now.
She said I know, and that she forgot to tell me that she was going to make me start going to just once a year.
I was mortified, she reminded me that this was going to start happening at some point, and she decided that now was the right time.
So I needed to wrap my head around it, because sooner than later that would also be eliminated.
I’m really scared about the fact that one day I will never get any relief whatsoever.
Is anyone else going through this?
Milkings were the only thing I looked forward to, even though it didn’t take the frustration and hornyness away. It was still a bit of relief. Hate to be looking for pity, but I’m having a hard time getting my head around this, and Ms. doesn’t want to talk about it. She said this is the way it’s going to be and I fully agreed with whatever her decisions were.

 

Yes she does, but honestly I asked and begged for this lifestyle. She just ran with it. I will deal with it because it pleases her and I couldn’t imagine being an Alpha ever again.

 

I’m always desperate to cum, but would never cheat. I’m committed to this for my Goddess. I wear a tight tube, locked on with a PA. Check out my profile page.

 

Yes I will. I’m the luckiest slave alive to have a Goddess like her, and she is so into it even after 20 some years .

 

Mine tend to ache a lot when I haven’t been drained for awhile.

 

It completely drains me in a way my balls feel much better. No orgasm from it, just the uncontrollable urge of peeing, and everything starts flowing. Doesn’t take the horny frustration away, but sure helps deal with the denial.