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    Isn't it time to revisit the specialist as things will have moved on from when you were young. I guess that at some stage you will have to decide whether you wan to remain male or transition to female. Of course being married will throw all sorts of irons into the fire and your wife will need to be totally supportive if you are to remain a couple.
     
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    You could always try duct taping those bad boys down!! I joke but have you considered something along those lines for special cases you want to wear normal cloths?

    On the other hand if your wife still loves you and embraces the feminine development you could always just go for it and say Fuck it! :)

    Good luck Nic, I do enjoy reading your journey.
     
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    I keep having regular appointments with an endocrinologist, they specialize in that stuff. Nothing is really going different than what I was told would happen nearly 3 years ago, was told it would be gradual and for the most part it has been. Socially transitioning is not going to happen. Besides the personal issues that go with that and changing things with family, friends, and work, I wouldn’t have the slightest clue on how to actually be a female. So socially transitioning is just not going to happen. Physically, it’s happening already. As far as the wife goes, physically it won’t bother her if I have a feminine figure, and won’t miss any loss of penis function. She said there is more to marriage than intercourse, and we would just have to figure a way around it.
     
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    Thanks! As far as duct tape...ouch! I do have some sports bras that I have worn when I’m really trying to hide em, but they are fairly uncomfortable so skip it most of the time.

    I just had a hot sticky day, and needed to vent. Doing better now
     
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    I guess if anybody notices, you can just reply, "Medical issues!" in a tone that says, "Don't even think about asking for more!" It happens. Hopefully she'll come to enjoy playing with your breasts!
     
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    It is possible to buy breast-binders, as worn by ftm transmen before masectomy.
     
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    It is satisfying to know that you have a supportive and loving wife who can put these matters in their place and not let them interfere with your marriage. She must be a very special lady.
     
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    She is! I discussed this with her at nearly the beginning of our relationship, so she was aware of future developments.
     
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    Found a new style of shirt to wear, the A shirt tank. It’s a life saver. Comfy, keeps them from bouncing too much, and no straps or anything to hide.
     

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    It shows your development very nice. And a little sexy.
     
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    #86 Alana, Nov 12, 2019
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    If you are thinking of doing laser on your chest, you should do it before you have a lot of breast growth. The extra sensitivity of your breasts will make it more painful.

    ...Sorry, I just realized how long ago you said that, I guess my advice is a bit late. It sounds like you are adjusting well.
     
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    Thanks, but thats a bit more into it than I’m willing to go. What happens happens and technically I haven’t been too hairy for the last few years anyway. A few swipes with the razor a week keeps everything looking normal.

    Cant imagine going somewhere and actually asking them to remove hair.
     
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    Some of us do just that on a regular basis.
     
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    Yes we do.
     
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    To be honest I don’t think there are any places in town that does more than the basic eyebrow waxing. I’ve been fairly hair free for a few years now, as long as you don’t let it go too long, upkeep is not an issue.
     
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    That is such a cute look.
     
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    Sometimes I forget all about this and then I see an old picture and I compare. Wow, only 13 months apart
     

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    You are very brave in the way you are handling this news. Truly, an inspiration. Have you spoken with other people with AIS-DSD? You might have heard of this group. My own group, Hypospadias and Epispadias Association is linked with them and we have big conventions yearly, across the country. Support groups, symposiums, meeting others with the same conditions and just talking. It made a big difference in my life.
     
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    I’ve managed to find a few online but not many. To be honest everything is super sexualized in almost every serious conversation I’ve tried to have.
    Don’t get me wrong, I have become different sexually, and my body responds differently now, but it doesn’t mean I want to skype or sext or whatever it is that people do.

    I have embraced all this and starting to feel this is how I was meant to be. My wife is great about everything and for now everything works still.
     
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    This is how I look now, that is if I put some effort in and put on makeup, which I don’t do often.

    Ive started feeling very comfortable with my reflection, more so than I ever thought possible. 2D382501-4A30-41C7-9B39-CC17CC4322EF.jpeg E96AE399-3735-4E10-95AD-21F9DD6E10F8.jpeg
     
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    Well, you look amazing in the top pic with makeup.
     
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    Well thanks I feel pretty good, I don’t do make up often though, was just a fun day.
     
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    I think you should start doing it more often having seen the results. Do you get help from your wife?
     
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    Your short hair style really suits the shape of your face too!
     
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    No, mostly watched a few YouTube vids and practiced a few times. It’s way too heavy I know
     
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