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    It’s official, my breasts are growing at a higher pace. Size wise it’s a no brainer and are easily noticed. Anything other than a sweatshirt and you can see the outline and nipples.

    They hurt like the bejesus!!! Do women feel this pain when they are growing breasts? I pull my shirt down and they hurt, my arms bump them while washing in the shower they hurt, my puppy hits one of them with his head when he greets me and it hurts. It feels like a bruise, totally fine unless they are touched. Except the nipples, I wish I had these my whole life. I spen a lot of time playing with them. I can start to leak within 2 or three minutes of fondling them, and one time I swear to god I was close to orgasm. I mean I was close as you can get with touching your penis. I was right there on the edge but couldn’t quite fall over it. I guess it makes up for not being able to sleep on my tummy.

    Losing weight is going reasonably well, besides the fact I’m still gaining up top, I’ve lost 11 pounds, just 45 more to go....ugh, but will feel good to be back at 170 which I haven’t been since high school.
     
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    My dear,
    My breasts are a firm B cup, nipples are verry sensitive, to protect them i wear a non padded bra.
    Playing with my nipples give a direct responce downstairs, tingle testes and member.
    Sleeping was an issue , where do you let your arms? Now i get used to it.
    I am satisfied with them, not to big, 114 cm , now increasing more volume at the upperside so it filled more the bra.
    Next question where will it stop ?...
    Love
    Evy
     
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    My diet is going well, it is dramatically increasing the prominence of my chest though. Still sore so still growing I suppose. Weird there is part of me that is excited for the new fun centers, and femininity that comes with having them. Another part of me is mortified to take off my shirt in public and the thought of what they will look like by next summer. It’s life altering. Not life or death, but it certainly changes my activities and my attire during the summer. Picturing me taking off my shirt with breasts right there and everyone staring gives me chills of embarrassment. Good note though is dressing up is a lot easier as things tend to fit differently on those clothes.

    Not sure if it’s hormonal or an age thing, but I stopped getting random erections. I can’t remember the last time I woke with an erection or my cage super tight from the attempt. I can still get erect, if she talks dirty, touches me, or I’m reading erotic stuff, but it is something I concentrate on, and not random. Maybe I need the little blue pills lol. It’s difficult to notice that stuff because cage fits so well, and it doesn’t allow for much of a plumping up. I had noticed when I was uncaged however that washing it in shower didn’t even cause a stir, and I hadn’t had an O in over 40 days. Hope everything works out on that front, for now it still works when it needs to though.

    Still thinking of what to do next summer. No shirt is definitely not an option, tank tops would be out as well. Button up shirt would work, but not exactly beach wear. T shirt would have to be so baggy that it would be like wearing a tent. Maybe I’ll just break out a bikini lol! Actually would look more appropriate but the cage would take appropriate away rather quickly :eek::eek::oops:
     
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    Hi, thanks for sharing your story. I can’t imagine what you are going thrue. I would say, go for the full fem mode. On the other hand I understand the side of the mistress.

    For summer I would suggest a full bathingsuit, or bikini.
    I went to the waxing salon for waxing my legs. I layed on the table for one hour with a lady at two feest away, and in my undies I was caged. Nobody noticed. Go for it!
     
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    I suppose I could wear a wrap around my waist, I guess the main reason would be that people all wave and interact with one another on the river, especially if it appeared to be two women lol! I don’t exactly pass without long hair anymore. Thanks for the encouragement though. Will deal with summer attire when I’ve seen how big my bits are!
     
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    Look for a tank top with a built in sports bra then layer another tank top on top of that. Or just a sports bra with a tank top. I certainly know the feelings you are experiencing!

    If you are no longer getting night erections it means your testosterone levels have dropped beyond a certain point. While chastity won’t make you lose size, lack of testosterone and loss of night erections certainly can.
     
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    Why not just have a mastectomy?
     
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    You can always have breasts irradiated if you don’t want them to grow any more as well.
     
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    Well, surgery is an option, not sure about everyone else here, but cosmetic surgery to get rid of breasts that may or may not come back is not really in my budget or Something I would consider except for cancer etc.

    Most of my rambling on about it is just whistling in the dark, and anxious of the future.
     
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    Starting to get more comfortable with some of the changes. Ok not all of them, I am concerned about erections and my ability to get them. I still can when needed though, so the only thing I’m missing is morning wood and getting them without thinking about sex. No biggie.

    I heard the sweetest thing this morning. She was spooning me in bed, her hand roaming around my body, and she said “your skin is soo smooth”. Ok it wasn’t really what she said but how she said it. She liked it, and continued to let her hand wander. Shaving is nothing new, but I don’t need to do it near as often as I used to, and now when I do, it’s pretty darn smooth.

    Right then I was pretty comfortable in my skin. I’m starting to feel good about my femininity. I have soft skin, she likes it. I have breasts, she still calls me gorgeous. Losing some weight has helped. I stopped looking like a fat guy with a flabby chest, and more like a well perportioned female. Don’t know why that makes a difference, but it does. I wasn’t liking the image of the heavy set guy in the mirror. Actually been having some fun with it, I fill out some of the clothes I wear in the right places now.

    I will have to be a bit more careful from now on. I was at the bar with some friends, I had just gotten off work and had sweatshirt and undershirt on. I was hot and took off my sweatshirt. I forgot my undershirt was so tight. Everyone stared at me and my buddy said “nice tits!” I hurried and put my sweatshirt ack on and gave him some shit abou being fat too. He said “but I don’t have those!” Haha very funny, and I changed the subject. This is going to be an interesting summer if 10seconda of T-shirt gets that much attention, what will bare chest do? It was a bit embarrassing but nothing I can’t handle. She still thinks I’m gorgeous and she’s who counts.

    Anyway, starting to appreciate and have fun with it.
     
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    Haven’t updated in awhile, not that nothing has changed, it’s just that it’s happened so slow I don’t really notice it until I look at photos from awhile back.

    Chest is still getting bigger but nothing crazy, I can still hide them at work. No more tank tops or t-shirts though. When I’m out and about I wear Hawaiian shirts.

    Penis function seems ok, no morning wood, but I’m caged most of the time so I don’t really notice it. It works when I need it to.

    I actually bought a dress and bra for maid service, was amazed what a bra can do with the shape and outline. Right now they spill out of a B cup.

    As of right now they aren’t sore, so maybe they are done growing. They are still very sensitive.

    Including a pic that is up to date so I can reference it later.
     

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    You have developed a beautiful female body
     
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    Thanks, I’m starting to get used to it
     
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    Hey Nic, those are some really nice pictures. It a nice to see that you’re more and more comfortable with the cards you’ve been dealt. I believe it is inspiring for others in your situation. Keep posting for those folks. They need encouragement in times like these.
     
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    Boobs suck! They bounce when you run, they hurt when you bump them, nipples show through t-shirts, and in general a big pain in the ass!

    Ok they are fun for playing, so there’s that, but didn’t realize how much these things suck on a daily basis.

    Yes I could and have tried sport bras that push them close, those aren’t real comfy either.
     
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    This is what they look like now, hiding them at work is getting difficult
     

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    Will there come a time when you have to tell your workmates and if so, how difficult will that be?
     
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    Nothing to tell them that they won’t see. A more feminine figure, and wearing clothes that hide it. Hawaiian shirts do the trick but suck of wearing them, did all summer
     
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    I feel for you, it must be a very difficult time.
     
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    Hi Nic,
    I have the same experiance with my breasts, having a 42 B cup. Bouncing , hard nipples so wide clothes are hiding them . Sometimes they hurt . I wear daily a bra, to avoid bouncing and to protect them.
     
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    Magellan fishing shirts from Academy Outdoor are good for hiding them too. So are 511 Tactical shirts and vests.
     
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    Now your experiencing what women have for years. Add a few cup sizes and the bouncing increases. They do look good if that’s any comfort.
     
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    Awhile ago I I started taking some pictures, just to see if things were truly changing or if it was just weight gain etc. this is a year side by side comparison
     

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    I have come across a similar story.

    To cut a very long story short, she went for full-on mtf transition, grew breasts.

    When they went to create a vagina for her, they found she already had one, cervix and all already.

    So they just arranged very good simulation of labia, etc.

    It is now all in workking order, she self-lubricates, enjoys PIV sex very much indeed.

    She is now fully adjusted, living happily as a woman.

    Sometimes people do live happily ever after ...

    Guy
     
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    Not to share TMI, but I was born with a labia and pseudo vaginal pouch, along with some other confusing gender issues. First Surgery happened when I was young so few scars remain. It was no secret, but was considered corrective.
     
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