I recently passed thirteen weeks of chastity - a quarter of the year. There are many others who have stayed chaste longer, but it is a milestone for me. Given my previous unrestricted masturbation habits, I think I have have missed 50 - 60 orgasms while staying chaste. As Mistress pointed out, I can never get those back - they are gone forever. And so the paradox continues - I am more determined than ever to remain denied until permission is granted, but a part of me is thrilled by the idea that permission may never be given! How many more orgasms will be lost to the will of Mistress? m-t
I know the feeling of having lost orgasms I'll never get back. It feels great doesn't it lol. I think I have you beat by a month and a few days.:confused0068:
I want a keyholder to keep me chaste permanently, NO orgasms. I am just trying to find her! LOL! Permanent chastity is my goal and I know a certain other Mistress on this site feels the same, having recently bought her slave a Centurian device!