Oh I've had an interesting day today.. of mixed emotions. The basic background is I don't like where I work. I've been looking for a new job, but haven't had any luck yet (still early days). Around 10am today one of the warehouse staff comes walking in holding my #12B :sad: saying "this came for you". I was happy to see it, but also PISSED beyond all belief that she'd opened mail that was clearly marked to me. I didn't take it up with them because she didn't know what it was, and I thought that by pushing the point, they might start asking what it was. So, as I was saying my work is crap. There's very little to do, and due to other staff also leaving, I'm not inclined to go seeking new work (sales role).. so I spent most of the day reading a book, like the receptionist they treat me like. At the end of the day my boss calls me in and starts giving me a hard time about reading a book at work oh: I told it to him straight, and he backed off, but it still made me more depressed about the whole job thing :sad: After a tedious drive home, I started fitting the lori as soon as I could It was pretty challanging, with 'the equipment' not really behaving. Anyway I finally got it on and sorted. I locked it up for a test wear, and started thinking about something else. As my parts shrunk back down I realised I'd made a very large mistake. The dimensions I've ordered are too large :sad::sad: ARRRRGH!!! So at the moment I'm the embodiment of frustrated depression. Not the best time to be writing cover letters, but I have to keep at it or I'll never get out of that hole. I hope everyone else is having a better time in their lives. P.S. I realise there are plenty of people in the world doing it tougher who can't afford basic essentials, let alone hand crafted chastity devices.. but that doesn't change the fact I have emotions too.