So what is with this.. it's only been 5 days, i cant wait to get out of my belt and have some fun. BUT at the same time, i have this insane desire to test myself to the limits. I read all the forums, altairboy, etc, and keep coming accross the 3 month break-in thing. As much as the though scares me, it's also a great turn on. I want to be locked up for that long. it's actually about 3 months and a bit from my birthday right now, and mistress has been dropping some hints about maybe not getting out until then, big birthday present. Every time she mentions that, a shiver runs down my spine, and i secretly wish she would keep me locked that long, but at the same time, WTH!! what am i thinking.. the longer i am in this belt, the more fucked up my thougts get. Just after cuming, i crash, and start thinking 'what the hell am i thinking??' But give me two days in the belt, and i am fantasizing about being fucked, tied, spanked, etc, etc.. Mistress also tells me i am better behaved when locked, so perhaps its in her best interest as well.. I think some of this is the challenge. To date my longest lockup was two weeks, and it wasnt enough to break me.. i could have stayed locked longer.. i want to get to the point where i am climbing the walls, and would be willing to do anything to get out. I want my mistress to have the power to punish with time locked, but right now, its kind of an empty threat, i want to stay locked up longer. I want to get myself to the point where having another week added is a grave threat instead of a turnon. I dont know if 3 months would do it or not, but i imagine i would quite want out by the end. I think one of the biggest problems is my mistress. She loves my cock, so it's hard for her to keep me locked up for longer periods. And if it makes her happy to make love to me, who am i to say no? This of course brings up the cuckold subject. Its one of those things we talk about lots, fantasize about, but not sure if we will ever do it. That being said, one of my bigger fantasies is being chained from the ceiling in our bedroom watching my wife get her brains fucked out by a stud, and hopefully getting my ass done after, while cleaning out my wife. yum! But seriously, if she could have her cock requirements met without having to take me out of my cage, i dont think 3 months would be an issue for her. But then, perhaps i should shut up and keep my safety net in place. when it has been a month and i want out, it's all that much more persuasive if she is wanting some cock..