Locktober 2019

The last two mornings have been hell...My Wife(KH) has teased me to the edge both mornings. She gets me so horny and excited, then just gets up and leaves my there, on the bed trying to masturbate my balls. She then comes over and sucks each of my balls for about ten seconds, then that's all. The last two nights, I have woke up with raging erections. I just lay there until I go soft, the longest 15 minutes...Ever. Both mornings after being teased, I have had a lot of pre-cum...I have swallow it all. My Wife(KH) now has me wiping the pre-cum off my cock with my finger and eating it. No questions asked. I never thought I would ever do it without being told to...I just do it. Well trained now, I guess...Wonder what will happen by the end of the month...I see me eating one of my loads...

 

Day 24 now and not getting any easier.
Yesterday was a struggle.

 

Mentally it’s getting very hard. The only thing good is my nocturnal erections are far less painful now. My body is adjusting to my cage. My ring is very tight so nights have been murder for weeks. I’m noticing I’m not getting as hard now. Kinda scary but going to push forward. It could be a couple more months for me. My key holder is hinting that the cage isn’t coming off at the end of the month.

 

Stupid enough to show my Mistress a calendar I found somewhere on the net.
I have to follow it every day. And in between She edges me every chance there is. Less then 10 days to go. I hope we all will get to the end soon.

 

Day 23 is everyone having fun. I know my Mistress is. Mistress says her property looks so cute in it's cage. Swollen throbbing trying to get out. And when her property relaxes Mistress knows all she has to is squeeze, pull and tug on her property and again it swell and throbs wanting out. Mistress laughs and says I may never get released. Mistress says she loves the look of it swollen and throbbing. Mistress pulls on her property and ask do I love being teased and tormented. Yes Mistress ! !

 

My Wife(KH) is having fun also. The last three mornings have been brutal for me, but she is loving it. My balls have been teased to the point where when my Wife is done teasing, I try to masturbate by rubbing & squeezing them. My Wife just stands there and watches me try so hard to cum. She has me so excited and horny all the time now.

 

Day 25.

Oddly I'm getting *less* horny as time goes on. I can still get aroused, but it takes some concentration, compared to the first week when a stiff breeze seemed to set me off. Overnights are getting easier too, I've even had to pee less and I can sleep till at least 4 AM pretty easily.

One thing I'd like to try before unlocking is seeing if I can release in my cage through prostate stimulation. I have a We-vibe Vector that needs breaking in; perhaps this weekend I'll explore what that can do.

 

I am 51 days in since she wanted celibate-September and Locktober. She has been teasing me a lot in the last week so that I am leaking all the time now. 8 days to go.

 

I’m having the same experience. Nights are getting easier and erections not as hard as time goes on. Think I’ve got two more months to go. Not sure how I’m going to handle it.

 

Been holding up well! My KH on day 10 added an interesting twist to Locktober. Besides daily chores, I have to reach 5,000 steps on the Health App on my iPhone, or I get another day added onto the end. So far so good! I haven't added anything (yet), but she did administer her first spanking! (i forgot to remind of something). So far I have lost 6 pounds! Chastity is actually a great appetite suppressant.

Great job to everyone so far for hanging in there!

 

Mine was getting easier. 3 weeks of zero unlocking and it almost felt normal. Then on day 23 (we locked 9/29) something changed. My sack filled up and my hormones did too, apparently. Cant stop thinking about it unless she is around and then all I can think about is her. Can only sleep if next to her. Need to relax but going crazy instead. Guess I picked the right screen name but sure hope this subsides a bit.

 

Hi all just reached day 30 today

 

3 days to go...I turned down a chance to have a orgasm this morning. Out of the cage for cleaning and my Wife(KH) grabs hold of my now hard penis and tells me I can cum today, and pay the price(Which I didn't know) or wait and take my chances in 3 days. As bad as I wanted to cum, I said no and thanked her for the chance. She gave me a few more strokes and handed me the cage and told me to lock it back up. I have said it before, I can't believe I say no to a orgasm. Once that cage gets locked back up and I know it's at least 3 more days before another chance, I start to wonder about how much power my Wife has over me now.

 

You know the saying..... if you control his orgasms/cock/nuts........ you control the man.

 

Truer words have never been spoken...

 

My Mrs added at least one day because i didn't follow the orderd duty's I had to fulfil

 

Getting close to the time when release is at least possible.

 

Day 32 here

 

Well, this is it - last Day! I never thought I would make it. It has really been an eye-opener, and some real reprogramming has gone on in my head. As for my keyholder, while reluctant to be dominant, really had fun. ONe thing she learned is that, while she likes to have my penis around, she doesn't really need it to be satisfied - which before chastity I would be shamed and really upset, but now I am kinda ok with because I please her in other ways.

I raise a toast to all of you less experienced long term people who made it through! Who made it all the way with 0 unlocking?

 

Had a scary Halloween early this AM. My Queen was giving me the pleasure of pleasuring her orally. I was very excited until we noticed 1 nut had slipped out. No idea how as it has never come close in last 6 mos (there goes the larger nut theory). She deliberately keeps the keys elsewhere so spent an hour trying to jam the poor guy back in (now I know I am not into CBT!). At 2am we were driving across town to get the key. I told her we could fix it after work so she could get some sleep and she yelled: "After all this work getting you where I want, do you think I could sleep knowing you might escape and have an orgasm???"

Sitting here pondering her words and actions, knowing how tired she was, it is obvious that she is WAY more serious about this, and I am way more comtrollable, than I ever imagined. The only unlocking I will get tomorrow is a cage change

 

We didn’t make it for Locktober, but I will be locked up for No-vember tonight...
We are living to this date the last week texting eachother and a lot of talking. Our first full month together, my first full month locked ever and her first full month as my Prinsess KH. Wish me luck because she might want to extend it to Denial-december...

 

I will be a bit late to the game, probably wont be locked till next week unless my dom sends my new cage to me. Mike the Aspie

 

We made it to Nov 1. First complete Locktober! I don't think we'll do NO-vember as Locktober was difficult enough. KH has her needs! Congrats to all who succeeded and even all those that even tried. Good to have a place to share this accomplishment.