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    Princess said “You should take a couple of these”. I thought she meant asprin. “I already took a couple”. I replied. “ No these.”she replied.shaking my bottle of Cialis. Hope springs eternal within my cage.
     
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    The night referred to above, Princess wanted PIV. No tease just plain old “wham bam thank you mam”. She left me unlocked and I woke her up for a quickie at 2:00 am. Locked back up since.
     
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    Regarding my previous post; as I mentioned earlier in this blog, Princess cherishes her sleep. In response to my early morning antics, she said “ You can wake me for sex anytime you’re unlocked but there will be consequences”. It may be a while before I have anything more to share.
     
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    Princess recently said “You have 10 minutes to get yourself off”. Two minutes later she said “Stop”. Except for a few episodes of sex with her and supervised cleaning, I haven’t been allowed to touch my penis since being locked up on February 1.
     
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    Princess seems to have lost interest in teasing lately and it seems like the level of intamacy between us has taken a bit of a nosedive. She’s said that my being locked has just become normal. She unlocked me a couple of nights ago expecting PIV sex. She played with me for a short time and remarked that I was “cold”. Things did’t go anywhere from there and she said “You better just lock it back up”.
     
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    You guys seemed to have really progressed. Look what you have unleashed (pun intended).

    Enjoy the journey.

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    Last night was another new experience for Princess and me. It started out like many other nights, side by side with me gently caressing her magnificent breasts and taking her nipples into my mouth. As my tongue swirled around her swollen nubs , my hand worked its way down the delicious curve of her waist to her hips. I kissed my way South toward her navel and began to probe her, finding that spot that seldom fails to get the response we’re both looking for. At this point I was straining in my cage, and in a moment, I was pressing it against her pussy. She responded by grinding against its unrelenting hardness, increasing her tempo and steering the tip inside her very slick opening. I could feel her warmth and wetness through the gaps between the rings of my cage. As I got closer, she wrapped her legs around my waist, clutched me against her body and had a shuddering orgasm. I continued to thrust, hoping desperately to gain enough traction to cum. She said “Ouch” as the edge of the lock contacted her clit and then “Good night dear “ as she rolled me off her.
     
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    We had a small party at the house last Saturday evening. One of the female guests felt compelled to give Princess instructions on how to open a bottle of Champagne. As the guest said “Take off the cage” Princess glanced at me with raised eyebrows and repeated “Take off the cage”. I hoped she wasn’t just teasing. Unfortunately, she was.
     
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    Sarcasm – just got to love it, knowing her chitchat was just a mockery aimed just towards you, while hopefully her guest have no idea of the irony

    My woman does this at times, while her girlfriends were present, I wonder if any of them know that I am caged, when such remarks are made.
     
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    Last night Princess was out for a movie and dinner with a girlfriend. She phoned me on her way home,suggesting that I might want to take a Cialis in case she wanted me available. Once we were in bed she said that she didn’t want to unlock me since she felt I had “expectations” I tried to convince her otherwise by fondling her breasts and bringing her to orgasm with my fingers. As we spooned, she reached behind her to fondle my balls and tug on my cage. “You don’t really want to cum, you’re not even straining against that cage”. she said. I pointed out to her that in fact the tip of my penis has bulging out between the bars at the end of the cage. “I really don’t need to let you out since you’re so good with your fingers. You may give me my good night kiss” she said as she spread her knees in anticipation. So it’s now about 2:00 am, I’m unable to get to sleep and dreading the feeling the spikes will have on a morning hard on.
     
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    I’m beginning to fell a bit desperate. So far Princess has unlocked me for sex at her whim about every three weeks.It’s now been 22 days and she seems to have no inclination to unlock me at this time. This morning I asked her about her comment of last night about “my expectations “. She replied that it was obvious I was expecting to be unlocked last night and that this was unacceptable and that just because she suggested I take a pill didn’t mean we would have sex. I told her that it took me for ever to get to sleep and that I awake with a painful hardon this morning.She respond “So; that doesn’t really matter; does it”?
     
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    Suggesting you take the pill was a pretty big tease :eek:.

    You might need to expect the unexpected. When my wife and I first talked about chastity I suggested she keep things unpredictable - if things fell into a regular pattern I suspected that I would start to expect things to happen in line with the established pattern. And that would put pressure on her to maintain the pattern, and really take control away from her. So, I have no idea if/when anything might happen, and try not to think to much about when things will happen. I will just go with the flow when she feels like playing (in whatever form that might take).


    Sounds like your wife is getting into this chastity stuff. You might be in for the ride of your life. As always, be careful what you wish for. :)
     
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    As I was watching TV early last evening, Princess sat down next to me and began to rub her hand on my thigh. Soon she worked her way up through the leg of my shorts and underwear and began to trace her fingers around my cage and balls. As I began to strain against the confines of my cage, Princess tugged gently and remarked “It’s pretty warm down there”. She removed her hand, leaving me wanting more. “Maybe this will help” she said, as she plucked an ice cube from her drink and returned to the task at hand. Because of her continued massage the ice had no effect on my hard-on other than adding to the wetness from my seeping cock. “Go make my dinner “ she commanded as she pulled her hand out of my shorts.

    Later, as she recovered from her orgasm, Princess rolled me onto my back and forcefully pushed my hands onto the mattress by my sides. She didn’t need to say anything; I could tell by her actions that they were to remain there no matter what she did.

    She ran her hands over my chest, taking time to brush my nipples before moving down to my legs, carefully avoiding my genitals as she went. “Please let me out and stroke my cock” I pleaded. “Oh, do you want me to let you out? I thought that you liked being locked up” she whispered. She kissed me passionately on the lips with her hands cradling my face. Her hands and mouth moved down my body until she reached my cage. She gently lifted my balls, forcing the ring of the cage into my scrotum. My cock was swollen, forcing bits of itself through every gap between the bars. The spikes bit into the underside of my shaft. They weren’t excruciatingly painful but I was in a state of barely controlled frenzy. Princess brought her lips to the bars at the tip of my cage and began to flick her tongue across the tip of skin protruding through the gap in the bars. I shuddered with a combination of ecstasy and frustration as she licked each bit of skin bulging through the spaces between the bars.

    Suddenly,she moved away from my engorged but ever so tightly trapped penis and her hands once again found my nipples. “Are these sensitive”? she cooed. “Yes” I moaned as she squeezed them. “Oh so sensitive” she whispered sexily, squeezing harder. “Good night dear” she said as she let go and kissed my lips tenderly.
     
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    We’re fourteen hours away from home on a family visit and she told me she didn’t even think of packing the key. It’s been more than a month since my last orgasm and about three weeks since my last unlocked tease. I’m feeling quite horney and quiet frankly a bit irritated.
     
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    @locked8452 Being quite horny - good. Being irritated - not so good. Time to go with the flow. No key means you aren't getting out while you guys are away. Getting irritated/frustrated isn't going to change the situation. And if you show that you are irritated it could make Princess a tad irritated as well. And that can't be good. Time to be a good sub and suck it up.

    Just another 2 cents worth. Maybe being fixated on how long it has been since your last orgasm or unlocked tease (and probably anxious about when it will happen again) might not be doing your head-space a lot of good. You can't change the past, and Princess might well be in charge of the future. In my case, I am learning not to dwell on these things - enjoy what cums my way when it cums and be the best I can be in between times. It is a work in progress. Patience. Good luck.
     
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    Thanks for the advice. The feeling of irritation passes fairly quickly and I try very hard not to let it show. Lack of attention by Princess rather than continued denial seems to be the primary trigger for it.
     
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    It’s now been five weeks since I’ve been allowed to cum. Last night, after Princess’ second or third orgasm, I pleaded with her to unlock me at least for a hand job. Instead she fondled my balls and proceeded to give me a caged imitation of a blow job. “I’ve decided to keep you locked up until the end of the month “ she said. “But I haven’t decided which month yet “.
     
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    Last night Princess asked that I massage her shoulders. I straddled her as she lie on her belly and gently worked my fingers into the muscle tissue of her neck and shoulders. “You dripped on me” she said as I finished. “Clean it off” she commanded. “Where is it?” I asked. “Find it with your fingers and lick it up with your tongue” she responded. Pre-cum is continuously seeping from my caged cock as Princess snuggles against it. She fondles my balls, wiping the the sticky mess from my cage and thigh. I open my mouth as her slime covered fingers touch my lips and she smears it across my lips and tongue. “I don’t think you need to cum, you’re dripping so much” she teases. She tugs firmly on my balls and then pulls on the cage “It looks pretty secure there, it’s not bulging out the tip of your cage like it was the other night, Are you sure you want to cum?“ she asked. “That’s because you pulled the cage away from it” I moaned. She continued the tease for a bit longer before saying “I’ll unlock you if you have your way with me.” This is her way of referring to PIV sex. She unlocked and removed the cage, a departure from her usual practice of simply handing me the key. “Should we leave the ring on?” She asked. “ I think it might hurt rubbing on your pussy” I replied. She said she was afraid she would hurt me “permanently- that is” as she struggled to pull my engorged dick through the ring. I explained that a cock and balls are like an octopus, able to squeeze through spaces you couldn’t imagine.

    Finally free after six weeks caged 24/7, my cock sprang to attention as she gently stroked up and down my shaft.When we were done and I had cum with her permission she allowed me between her legs to clean up. “Keep the cage off for the night and if you get another erection, you can take me again”. “Even if it’s six in the morning?’ I asked. “Yes but just don’t talk to me” she said as she gave me a good night kiss and rolled over.

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    If only it was that easy LOL
     
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    Thank You for continuing your story @locked8452 I’ve been so busy that I have t taken the time to catch up. Reading your story now made my cage tight and kept it tight until the end Thanks. Miss Shelly texted me a few minutes ago and said she was going to give me a blow job tonight. I’m going to ask that she leave my cage on and think about you If and When she does it. Thanks Again
     
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    Thank you for sharing your journey. I hope you'll update this journal as you come up on one year of chastity. I'll be especially interested in how Princess is doing.
     
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    After about five months of chastity play, Princess decided she no longer wanted to hold the key to my cage. She said it was too difficult to deal with my frustration. So we took a break of about four months. One night at dinner about a month ago she said that the best sex we ever had was while I was locked. Since then we've resumed locking me up but are working out just what works best for us. Right now we're using the ChastKey app with a key in the relator's locklbox to determine my maximum lockup. Princess has the other key which she can use if she wants at any time. When my ChastiKey time is up, I can ask Princess if she would like PIV , relieve myself or generate another lock using the app. Not sure how this will work in the long run, but were giving it a try.
     
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    Sad to hear things weren't working ok but I'm glad to hear that you're trying to figure out how to make it work as a couple. Hopefully you two can find a way to channel your frustration in a more positive fashion so that you can get the benefits but not the negatives of chastity.
     
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    I’ve been going down on Princess more or less nightly since I’ve been re-locked in late November. Until a few nights ago, I’ve had only one unlocked tease session that resulted in a double ruined orgasm. For the most part she hasn’t touched my cage, instructing me to unlock and lock it back up. During that time I acquired a new Mature Metal Jailbird cage with the Punishment Pins option. I’m allowed to unlock to try out the various length spikes. The longest ones were installed last night when after I had brought her to orgasm with my fingers and tongue, Princess finally decided to take things in hand. I was already somewhat hard and leaking precum when she started. “May I be unlocked? “ I asked. “No, it’s too late” she replied. The spike was now digging into my engorged flesh, somewhat painfully. Since I’m a bit of a masochist and have a fairly high pain threshold, it inflamed rather than quelled my passion. “I bet you’d like to cum” she asked in a lilting voice, “It’s too bad you’re locked in that cage. Maybe, sometime you can get out and then you can cum”. She carried on for quite a while and allowed me to rub against her thigh before saying that was enough and giving me a kiss goodnight. She usually puts her silk pajamas back on before going to sleep but instead chose to sleep naked. I lay staring at the curve of her bare shoulder in the dim light of the bedroom as the spike dug into my still hard and throbbing penis.
     
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    "More or less nightly" -- I hope you realize how lucky you are. I'm jealous.
     
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