I've had a similar reaction to the "release". Not as strong as yours, but I definitely resist relocking. I feel that old pull towards myself first and wanting a bunch of orgasms. I want to sleep in on the weekend instead of making her breakfast in bed. Ultimately though (after a bit of headstrong resistance) I realize that being locked, submissive and in her service made me happy. I grudgingly lock back up. Initially I don't feel submissive at all and I'm usually moody and resentful. She breaks me of it, it takes several days, but she prevails. Then I get back in my submissive head space and things are back to normal. The problem with this is it teaches our KH's what a bad idea it is for us to unlock and have an orgasm. It's been since July for me and no idea when that situation will change. She takes care of me in other ways, but it isn't the same thing. I wish I reacted differently so releases would be more common, but I guess we are who we are.