Keep a journal? Write a blog? Share intimate thoughts and fantasies with other people that are strangers? This is not something that is natural. These secrets are not for sharing, the ideas and desires are supposed to stay hidden in the dark recesses of the mind, only to be pulled out when no one else is around. The physical wants and needs of the body to feel encased in pantyhose and bound with ropes and chains with a ring or ball gag stuffed in deeply into the mouth are never to be realized. The attraction to seeing women in tight latex or spandex, bound with nipple clamps and hand cuffs, stuffed with dildo's in their private parts and blind folded as they are forced to pleasure either man or woman is not supposed to be made public. The deep down animal instinct to want to be bound like one of those women and forced to do the things they are doing is not normal according to society, yet it doesn't matter the mind keeps allowing the body to scream for attention in that manner. How does one stop these carnal needs? Honestly. The answer is that you can't. The best that you can hope for if you want to live life as "normal" people do is to suppress every errant thought and physical need that does not conform. is this truly living the way life is intended? No. It's not. Every one of us is wired slightly different. The deviance between normal and abnormal is only a few degrees to the left or right of most people. In all my life the ability to witness a truly normal person has failed to materialize. I'm considering today, day one. No longer are things kurius, but they are desirable, wanting, needing, to be attainable. As of this moment my request to the people that are wired similarly to join me in a journey for an undetermined period of time, with an unidentified final destination. Allow the muddled and clearly defined thoughts that wander through the space between my ears to enter into your world and I will take your thoughts and welcome them into my world with open arms. The time has come to experiment, to let loose the bonds of normalcy and to enter into the freedom of exploration in the world of chastity, femdom, bondage and other intimate acts and ideas that only the truly free and complex minds of the human race can enter into. In closing, who knows how often the pages of this journal will be graced with the thoughts of it's originator or those that wish to read these ramblings, only time will tell. Stay tuned for here will be shared stories, ideas and experiences in which only one person can share and that is the person who lives them. Please reply as you see fit, it is hard to offend. But do not be shocked if you do the rebuttal that may be returned. Welcome to the intimate thoughts of Lockdinhose.