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    #1 Maid Denise, Jan 2, 2019
    Hey everyone .
    Well it's day 1 of a 14 day lock down. This is the longest I ever had to go between releases . It looks like the new year is bringing new challenges for me . My Goddess has been hinting about a month lock down. When we first started 24 / 7 10 months ago I got a taste of the affection and love high you can get and I am looking forward to the high and challenges of being locked longer .
    We talked about dressing me up when at home. I want to wear more than panties. She didn't say no and still have not got an answer. I been thinking about experiment tonight and walk out of the bedroom wearing a nice teddy and my panties and she what happens . She just might think I am topping from the bottom . If so my ass will hurt
     
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    #2 Maid Denise, Jan 2, 2019
    I will not be testing her tonight about wearing more than panties around the house . Earlier this afternoon I started talking about her anal toys she has for me. I was sternly told if I want to go for more than 14 days to just keep talking about toys and cross dressing. I think I will keep my mouth shut now .
     
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    #3 Maid Denise, Jan 3, 2019
    Still learning how to use this journal . Well she had me shave her legs today, then had me give her a shower ,then put lotion on her feet. I have seen a difference in her today since she started my 14 day lock down
     
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    #4 Maid Denise, Jan 3, 2019
    Yes there is a change in her now. She is getting stricter with me . Last night I was threatened with an extinction of a longer lock down twice in a two hour period . This being my first strict lock down and from previous experiences I don't want the third warring, because an extinction will be in place. What is a little scary is she has been hinting about a 30 day lock down . I have only been locked for 7 to 10 days to this point in our FLM and yes I don't how I would handle 30 days .
     
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    #5 LockedPom, Jan 3, 2019
    Don’t push things she might not be into like crossdressing. Things like that require serious discussion.
     
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    #6 Maid Denise, Jan 3, 2019
    I am not pushing anymore after last night and the threat of a longer time in lock down. I think I will just keep my mouth shut and continue to do as I am told .
     
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    #7 Maid Denise, Jan 4, 2019
    Just another day serving her . No more threats of extinction because I have kept my mouth shut. I counting the days left and I don't know why . It's only day 2 ,but for some reason this strict 14 day lock down is different.
     
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    #8 Maid Denise, Jan 4, 2019
    Oh darn. Was outside having my coffee and a smoke when she got up early. Didn't dress her or have her coffee ready this morning . I off to a good start today. I know there is no excuse and I got the look that I am in trouble. I now hope she is not planning time for me on the bondage table today.
     
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    #9 Maid Denise, Jan 4, 2019
    Been trying my best to make up for this morning. Made her French toast for breakfast. Gave her a shower and anything else I can think of. She wanted a new mattress and i am getting us a King size from a Queen. So far she hasn't looked at the bondage table.
     
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    #10 Maid Denise, Jan 5, 2019
    The day is almost over . I escaped the clutches of the bondage table today . I apologized all day. Tomorrow I will be ready when she gets up .
     
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    #11 Unlucky, Jan 5, 2019
    Maybe you made a mistake (I think that's debatable if she got up early) and you deserved some sort of punishment, but if you spent the entire day in terror, the punishment you were dreading is absolutely not in line with your transgression and something is seriously wrong. (or you're just being melodramatic)
     
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    #12 Maid Denise, Jan 5, 2019
    No not melodramatic. She has changed over the last week. She is taking control again.
     
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    #13 Maid Denise, Jan 5, 2019
    Was ready for her this morning. Last night i was told that she didn't like the panties and top i picked to wear yesterday. She said she is selecting them for me today.
     
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    #14 Unlucky, Jan 5, 2019
    If you weren't being melodramatic, your relationship sounds abusive. You said you apologized all day and did everything you could to make her happy to avoid a punishment after you forgot to make fucking coffee. What kind of punishment would you get if you do something major? Castration?
     
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    #15 Maid Denise, Jan 5, 2019
    No not abusive. Like i said . i am seeing a change in her. She is taking control again after a her battle with her change of life. Dont know about you , but i like my woman in control and i have missed it. Think what you want, but i love my life as her sub. Oh and hard limits are never crossed
     
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    #16 Unlucky, Jan 5, 2019
    When you spend the entirety of yesterday in fear of being punished for something minor and largely outside of what you can reasonably control, you're either being melodramatic or are in an abusive relationship. There isn't a third possibility since that is so outside the realm of normal or healthy. So since you claim you're not being abused, stop being a fucking drama queen.
     
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    #17 Maid Denise, Jan 6, 2019
    Was a good day today. Nothing exciting. Just took care of her.
     
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    #18 Maid Denise, Jan 6, 2019
    Think I am going to change my avatar. Played my x-box tonight. Got killed 19 times.
     
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    #19 Maid Denise, Jan 6, 2019
    Day 5. This is the day in lock down when the cage starts to get full. Just have to keep my cool for the day and I think I will keep my sanity for this 14 day lock down.
     
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    #20 Maid Denise, Jan 6, 2019
    I took the advice from Sissy Connie and stared trimming my nails and polished them to a bright shine with a nail polishing block in front of Goddess P. I mentioned finger nail polish and ask her to pick out a color . She just smiled at me and nothing append . I think I am pushing her to fast. Baby steps.
    Posted a new picture today .
    So far only killed 6 times today on x-box
     
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    #21 Maid Denise, Jan 7, 2019
    To anyone reading my blog . Every time I get killed on x-box I have to mark it down for 1 paddle stroke to be collected on Saturdays. It a game we play.
    It might be a good day for being her sub. Well every day is good , but today might be special. Have to shave her today. I think that is only the start to what the day has in store . I hoping anyway . Day 6 of my 14 day lock down.
    I am starting to get that feeling of deeper love I get when caged for more than 6 days. I love it and want it to grow.
     
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    #22 Maid Denise, Jan 8, 2019
    Being happily married and she was in a good mood today.Goddess P lets me know last night that I was going to shave her today. Ohhhh boy! Well I was like a kid at Christmas in anticipation all day, so I was in a great mood today. Well I started messing with her since she was in such a good mood . Not really pushing her buttons , but just playing around with her all day. Dinner time came and went and was ready for coffee when she wanted to be shaved now. After shaving her I was to give her a head to toe shower. Then dry her put her antiperspirant on her and dress her for the evening . I love the smell of her antiperspirant :). After I had took care of like the princess she is I started to play around with her some more . At this point she said : you are really pushing for it aren't you. The tone of her voice sad it was a threat and not a warning . So I said that sounds like a threat . She responded with , try it again and see what happens . GOD I love my wife .
    Also I was turning off my x-box and got killed in the process . She laughed and made me mark that kill down also. My poor happy ass on Saturday .
     
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    #23 Maid Denise, Jan 9, 2019
    Today was earned day, store for a few things , drug store. Gee I get to go out by myself and drive . I was ready to walk out the door when I was told to stop where I am . Goddess P crabs her keys and leads the way. Again no more driving for me. Well maybe next time .
     
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    #24 Maid Denise, Jan 9, 2019
    This is day 8 of 14 days of lockup . The main deference that I have noticed with me is the peace of mind knowing that no matter what ,I am not coming out to play until the date that was set . (January 15th 8:00 PM EST). My mood is not changing to the bad. Moody , Upset because she hasn't taken her toy out to play . Since she will probably have mercy for me on the 15th or 16th and let me out to play because this is my first extended time in lock up . Well I hope because I want to try 21 days the next time.
     
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    #25 lockit, Jan 9, 2019
    You never know you might do more than 21 days or more this time.
     
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