Living with Maturemetal--the "Dolly" chastity

80 Days in Chastity—Milestone or Millstone?

It's a milestone of sorts to reach 80 days, though there is still 6 more days to go before rolling the dice again. If dollyanne takes into account the 29 days prior, it's been 109 days with 1 release. And, to think that dollyanne used to have a once or twice a day habit!

And, while chastity has had positive influence on feminizing, web surfing, and controlling masturbation, dolly is also starting to see some negative factors creeping in. For example, dollyanne is spending too much time in self-stimulation (such as nipple rubbing) just trying to get a trickle of sexual juices flowing. While masturbation can be over in a few minutes, nipple rubbing can go on for hours!

In addition, dollyanne's web surfing is starting to pick up again—especially with sissification/feminization themes, but also with cuckolding. Being cuckolded by BBC while in chastity is becoming a strong fantasy again. Chastity, far from reducing it, seems to have added an extra edge to it.

And, particularly while dollyanne is in gurl mode, she finds herself becoming more attracted to men! This has never happened before and is a little disturbing, though dollyanne certainly understands why this is the case.

So, dollyanne is not sure that chastity is having the benefit she had hoped—that of channeling her sexual energy into more positive pursuits. Instead, the energy seems to have been channeled into different types of self-stimulation and porn.

So, to some extent, chastity is becoming a millstone, a fetish to be fed, and is moving dollyanne in directions she didn't anticipate. Dollyanne is not sure what to do about this, if anything, and for now is just making an observation. But, at some point, dollyanne may need to make a decision on whether to continue with chastity, or whether to make a significant change in what she is doing.

Maybe the answer will flash into dollyanne's head in a dream at night. Meanwhile, the chastity continues.

dollyanne

 

The Big Panty Toss

Except for chastity and panties, there's nothing really kinky going on in dollyanne's world. Regarding chastity, today (Saturday) is dolly's 86th day in chastity. Tonight, the dice will be rolled by Mistress Magick to determine whether dolly and jessica will be released for 24 hours, or whether we will just get more chastity. Dolly is torn, as she wants release, but also wants to make 90 days, and the count would have to start over again. Either way it will be an exciting event!

In the panties department, dollyanne long ago threw out ALL her male underwear, even for doctor visits. However, dolly still has some plain-jane solid bikini Body by Victoria panties that are getting old. So, dolly plucked these out of her panty drawer--21 pair--and bagged them up to be tossed. This means that dolly will only have the sissiest, gurliest, frilliest panties left to wear. Lace, bows, and ruffles every day, everywhere!

Dolly wears her chastity 24/7, and as the weather is turning good, she is doing her nature walk again. Rabbits, coyotes, herons, and a family of turtles greet her in the pond that dolly passes on the way. In addition, the birds are back! Hundreds, nay thousands are flocking to the dried up corn fields being cultivated for ethanol around here. Dollyanne loves being out in nature, but it may not last long, as winter will soon blow in and turn the air bitter. Dolly is wondering how well her chastity will hold up in the cold. She will soon find out!

dollyanne

 

Woooo! Big trumpet blare! 180 days=SIX months in chastity—a new record for dollyanne!

Dolly would like to take this opportunity to thank the one person who for sure made this possible: Maturemetal! Without his craftsmanship and concern for the customer dollyanne would've NEVER made it this far. Last year (2008 now) was full of fits and starts with the cb-2000). But the steel Maturemetal birdcage has proved to be FAR superior!

I know not everyone will have the experience that dollyanne has had, but the Maturemetal chastity turned out to be an excellent choice! Thank you again, Maturemetal!

Wooooo…SIX months!!!

Curtsey,

dollyanne