The first day I wore panties... Well the book didn't arrive, but I summoned up my sissy courage and wore thigh highs and a nice pair of cotton panties all night. I decided that this was the day I would actually leave my panties on when I made advances this morning with my wife. I had never done this before so it was a big step for me. I was up most of the night just thinking about taking this step and had such a hard on the whole time that I was pretty sleepy by morning, but still very perky! I snuggled up to her and let her spoon me. (I sort of forced my back into her tummy and wrapped her arm casually around me and just waited). I waited and got no response so after a few minutes (which seemed like hours) I wiggled and started to rub my smooth legs into hers. I began stroking her breast and licking and sucking her nipples. She began to wake up a bit so I began to undress her... Still she's unaware of what I'm wearing... Grrr. I've got to let it happen, but I'm so nervous. I enter her and her arms are flung up over her head... Then at last she starts to touch me and notices something. Is she aware? She must be. She touches my firm round bottom and feels the edge of my panties. Ahhh I'm in bliss, but feel awkward. She touches me/then again. Definitely now. She knows. I'm at the point of no return and cease all motion to keep from coming first. I want to let her orgasm first and foremost. Mine will come later... Okay she has noticed that I am wearing panties - Hooray! I've made it this far. But she says nothing. Then I move off her and begin to use my hands on her clit from the side while I continue thrusting into her - a favorite position since it always brings her off. I'm beginning to relax and feel like I need her to orgasm and then we'll just see what happens. Will she say something? Will she take a commanding role? Will she touch me to confirm what she already knows? I'm such a wimp I can't say anything. I've got to let her take the next move. She comes. Then lets me come into her. It actually takes a bit longer than usual. I'm in a weird state where I'm all ready to come, but being in such a strange zone between submissive sissy and wanting to come like a man I'm feeling odd. Well, I continue thrusting away and orgasm in due course. It felt great (when doesn't it?). So we haven't spoken of this encounter since. She's taking our daughter to work and we'll see if anything comes up today. She should be back by now. Is she out buying me week's set of girl panties? Is she going to make me her sissy? I don't know what to do next. Is she angry? Is she confused? Is she going to kick me out? Who knows what will come of it. I want her to say something - anything. I'm in anxious land! So many questions! Wish me luck!!