I didn't realize we had a dedicated CD portion of the site and just wanted to share. I've recently been exploring my sissy side with my partner's support. I told her I was interested in doing it and had purchased some clothes but was embarrassed to show her and I believe this made somewhat apprehensive. Like I was hiding something from her. She saw me in a full outfit and makeup for the first time recently and it went so well I almost cried. I was so nervous beforehand that her initial reaction would go poorly but she couldn't stop smiling and telling me how cute I looked. It's been addictive and I've already purchased a good bit of makeup as well as some outfits. It turns out that goodwill is AMAZING for women's clothes. I don't know why that is, I've always had very mediocre experiences finding men's clothing there. Perhaps it's that men tend to wear things until they fall apart while women tend to change out their wardrobes more often? I'm guilty of this I'm in my mid 20s and still have a few shirts from high school. :x I keep everything below my nose fully shaved now and it feels like I'm in my body for the first time in ages. I'm not questioning my gender right now; I just feel like I want to be a very girly boy. The first time I looked down and saw my shaved legs, painted toenails, and chastity was like having a surreal experience where everything suddenly falls into place and makes sense. I've been feeling more and more sissy and submissive as I keep myself this way and it's put me in a better place mentally despite some external stresses affecting our lives over the past few weeks. I'm still learning a lot about makeup but I've done it about 5 times now and I can already see that I'm drastically improving. It takes me a while, though, but my KH has been perfectly happy to have me around for the evenings in thigh-high socks, panties, and a bra (even without my makeup and wig) when I don't have time to do an entire outfit. My next step is to get some heels. I'm really nervous about buying them. Which is so stupid. Most people would think I'm buying them for someone else, and even if they thought I was going to wear them why would it matter? Anyway that's my next step and if I could survive buying $80 of makeup I can probably survive buying heels from goodwill.