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    jessicaCD13 Please Delete my account

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    My last Orgasm was last Saturday night. Sunday I locked myself into chastity. While I have no keyholder, I am going to try my best not to give into the urges and unlock myself, and I'm hoping by posting this here, it will help encourage me to stay in longer. I am still keeping the keys nearby at all times incase it pinches and needs adjustment, but if by Thursday I haven't had to adjust it, I think I will leave the keys at work over the weekend to help avoid temptation.

    My current goal is to last a week, so to make it until Saturday, but if I feel I can keep going, I want to keep going as long as I am able. My previous record was 4 days, and I have only had a chance to wear the chastity once before. The issue I have with it is that the CB2000 is large, and makes a sizable bulge even in my men's jeans. Also, I do kickboxing so I can't wear it for that, but kickboxing doesn't start back up until September. So I stopped wearing it. However, now I got switched to overnights for almost 2 months, starting yesterday, so with much less social interaction, I am trying to push my limits a bit.

    Since I am also a sissy, I figured posting pics of my panties would also help. I am also looking for other subtle, but realistic ways to be more of a sissy without drawing too much attention. Currently I am wearing a bow around my chastity that only comes off for showers, and panties. I'm likely going to paint my toenails soon as well, and once I get a chance to go shopping (hopefully later today/tomorrow) I'm going to try to pick up some nude pantyhose to also wear under my pants at work, and possibly a butt plug or a vibrating cock ring to tease myself with. I'm also looking at getting some discreet diapers so I could wear those instead of panties for added humiliation.

    Chastity: Me in my cage, the bow only comes off for showers.
    Chastity

    Day 1: These panties aren't very sexy, so I figured I can only go up from here!
    Chastity Day 1
    Chastity Day 1

    Day 2: These panties are definitely sexier.
    Chastity Day 2
    Chastity Day 2

    Day 3: I think these ones are more cute & sissy than the others so far. I also think they make my butt look better. I just put these on for the day.
    Chastity Day 3
    Chastity Day 3

    I'm also looking for ideas to frustrate me further. I would love to get to the point where I am constantly leaking in my cage, so any suggestions are welcome. Hopefully I will keep updating this thread daily with new pics & updates.

    Jessica
     
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    you should look into that timelock s/w program. search the site, you'll find more info...
     
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    I did read about it the other day actually, and while it seems interesting, it also seems a little too complicated, since I also don't have a combo lock.
     
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    I went shopping this morning for some things.

    Well, it turns out the white t-shirt bra I bought is a cup size too big (c cup) but the pink one I bought is the perfect size for me (36B) and doesn't look like it's going to show under my t-shirt. And the nail polish I bought isn't actually baby pink like the colour on it appeared, it is sheer pink, so it's barely noticeable on my toes. :(

    So as it stands, I'm ready for work wearing a diaper (was dared to), pantyhose, a bra, toenail polish, and girl's deodorant.

    Picture updates!

    What I bought:
    Shopping!
    More shopping!

    Modeling my PJs & what I'm wearing to work:
    Pajamas
    Work attire

    And finally, chastity day 4:
    Chastity Day 4
    Chastity Day 4

    I had to take off my chastity earlier today to shower & and clean it off (the first time since I started, and I played with my clitty. I feel so bad. I edged like 5 or 6 times in the shower. I didn't cum, I just wanted to be more frustrated and dripping. Last time at day 4 I was so very frustrated, and I don't feel the same now, and I'm at 1 day more without orgasm than last time.
     
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