journey thru the rocks.

you ask why i titled it this but this has been a hard time for me and my "boy" these past few months. Now i hold the key and i made him where the cb. i know that it is hard for him at night but i am the "madam" and key holder i wear it proudly!!

thank you for some advice i got and he read them and said if i want it a way i should work on it so i did not work on it i MADE him wear the CB
and i am happy he is wearing it and he can not forget who is in control and who is his madam that is me the key holder :butterfly: i am happy now that things are going in a direction i hope it works into our daily life out of being just in house/bedroom
he has a week and 5 days left till his "maybe" release but at times if he does not use the respect i deserve i say i am adding a day, if he does something i do not like i say i am adding a day, but i sometimes feel i shouldn't b/c we work together in the am.
if there is a way out there i could get some advice from others on if i am being too harsh or not feel free
thank you all for taking the time for my long story

 

it started out as a normal night would then i finally took over. i had him strip down to nothing but the cb on him. i did things we have talked about but i did not know i had it in me to act on them. i did and i did more i had a good time i hope we continue
i started by making him get dressed in his skirt and shirt we have gotten in the past and never used. i handcuffed his hads behind him so he knew who was him madam, i pinched his nipples the way he likes to do mine, i then took off his underpants (which i thought he had off to start) and as i was doing that i said "this is how i want u to do this to me when asked for u to undress me boy!" with him not having his pants off got him a ass whipping. i then told him to go to the room and bend over i then had a good time with his ass i put on my strap-on and went to town on him. from there i stripped him down then tied him down to the bed in every way i was able to then i teased him even more then i said night night.
he hsa told me in the past few nights that he can't sleep thru the night b/c of him being in the cb. he asked what if he needs to get up to release himself i said wake me so that is what he did and i only let him get out to do so once the other 2 times i made him suffer and it made me feel good b/c it made me feel that i finally have it in me to do this. i do not think boy was too happy about that. but who is the madam and in charge o ya is right me not boy.
so the morning came and i let him loose to streach and then back to locked up hands and legs. i told him to give me orgasams and show me how his madam should be treated he did just that and more about 4 times more each with a different way of giving me orgazams i did not think i would have enjoyed earlier in our journey. one time i released him just for "love making" then right back in and did i have fun putting him back into the cb we went on with our day and then again i tied his handsa nd legs i let him be that way for a while and then i wanted my needs met and he did but not as good as earlier in the day so i took him out so I his madam could have a enjoyable orgasam i did not let him finish which was a first for me (i used to be mad and angry if he did not finish in me) but i put the cb back on him b/4 he was able to finish i was good with that then i made him hold me as a queen should be held then i fell asleep in his arms and relaxed.
i think he finally relized i do have this in me
then our time had to end b/c the kids had to be picked up i would do this again and enjoy it more. = i loved it

 

he did not behave today so i am tempted to add a day or two?:anim_25: if not added. i also have come to the conclusion yes i am taking it to a daily life style so when we are at work or just talking he has to behave the way i want to be treated. arty0002:

 

my boy went to walk the dog last night the way i have been wanting him to in a skirt and boots he finally is starting to behave it is a better way to be for my boy to behave it better last or we will be having more issues soon :butterfly: :act081:

 

I need to teach him how to do house work. he does not do them that is one reason he keeps on getting his time locked up longer along with more reasons. it is getting harder to keep his happy since he is the one who has helped me get the way i am. and he is on now and all he has done is complain on my writing! he will be sorry b/c a day or two was just added so stop your complaining and maybe it will be one day :butterfly: :chores010:

 

that is all he comes up with is excuses and no action always an answer why not to do things. not ok madam i will help and do what you ask:chores009::chores004: and yes my purple butterfly:butterfly:

 

"remote control dog collar should work with bi-polar e-stim toys.
one of these days I will finish modding it so it is connected to the CB, but who nows when that will happen."

madamsboy wrote this somewhere and i want him to get to work on it b/c i enjoyed using it when the kids were around aand easy way to call for him with out words so it better be sooner then later :sex020: :character0174: :butterfly:

 

ps there was a show and he did some laundry after all arty0002: :butterfly: