Hi! It's my first post here and wanted to share with You my story and maybe get some feedback from You, tips, ideas..anything really.. Does SHE know I'm writing something? Yes, but I will show her all after this weekend. This story is in most of it's aspects true. Minor details were changed but nothing crucial I would say. Also, my 1st language is not English so please bare this in mind. As I am new to this forum I am not fully sure if I'm posting in right section - if so please move it -------------------- I know it will be probably chaotic writing at the begging. Where to start? Well we met few years ago. She was working in a club back then and we managed to chitchat few times but nothing really happened. I never really was a macho-I'm gona hit on You persona. Geek is more likely. Thank god not a bad looking one but still with lack of self confidence. Long story short – time passed, and we hook up after 2 years. Few dates, some drinks, sex. And as fast as it started it came to an end. I was sure we never gonna see each other again but Miss Fortune decided different. We basically bump on each other after last summer, started chatting, texting and now we are here – in amazing relationship with emotions still blooming after all this time. What came to our attention – we both like sex, duh! I know, right. But I mean kinky not Your ordinary daily sex type. Well to be honest I always had some fantasies, ideas but never had a person to try them with, she on the other hand, deep inside wanted maybe to try some things but never had a partner to go all the way. I become a bit dominant in bed and she loved it! Some name calling, spanking slowly evolving as we bought more and more well toys and accessories and become more and more open to each other as well. Well at some point she would for example wait for me in a bit lil girl outfit, white over knee socks with bows, girly very tight tshirt, pigtails, some pink lipgloss and on her neck a dog collar with leash attached kneeling near to the bed. Oh and did I mention she is stunning, has amazing body. basically a sexy fit cheerleader type of girl from You high school – just not dumb! Am I lucky or not? But the more I become dominant in bed the more I started to crave the reversal of the roles and try to be a sub. I guess in a real life I'm a bit control freak, like to have end word in most topics and to be a smart ass. So in bed I fantasied how it would be somebody totally different, shy, timid, submissive, bossed around. As an added “bonus” to our relationship, she has always been a flirty type and as written above - really gorgeous, so guys like to hit on her and for now it's a long distance relationship which means we only see each other like 2 days a week. So normally, I become jealous of her but same time aroused but this feeling of insecurity. Jealous when she was going with her friend out to the club or a bar, when some guys wrote to her on Facebook asking her out. But this feelings started to grow on me… a lot! So I get this new fantasies of her… flirting more and more, maybe making me more jealous, playing this game of tease when we together or on the phone. We mostly talked about it during our lovemaking but she never treated it as anything serious and to be honest me too. The biggest thing we ever did was this one time – I was licking her out, both horny as hell and this one guy texted her during it. And I kind of joke she should write him back and...she did! I was eating my girl like a crazy man and she was moaning and flirting with this guy on her phone. I was shocked how aroused I am at this very moment. It ended up me stroking myself to a giant climax same time she coming on my tongue. But as in many relationship especially long distant ones some cracks appeared. Maybe I will expand on this topic more in the future but... she cheated on me and I found out. I was devastated… I confronted her about it.. she cried I cried and in my mind it was over. But as the days flied I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I was ashamed, embarrassed and humiliated. Not only I was cheated but I started to have fantasies about them...she and him! It was emotional ride I must say and ended in few masturbation nights when I thought about her. Emotional masochism, I know! Fast forward – we are still together and things are better then ever before. But because of this incident our sex life become more normal and traditional. For some time at least, 'casue recently we started to spice things up again. What may not surprise anybody we stopped fantasies about her flirting but went more into exploring my submissive side and her being more and more dominant. In bed I become her good...little boy, even her slut. And as I started to explore things with her she...started with me. Being teased and mocked about lack of masculinity was one of them… other was..and still is – anal play. She was a bit shocked herself how much she enjoyed playing with me and pushing the envelope further. When we started she was lightly teasing me with a finger now… she gave me her big black dildo so when I am allowed...play with it myself. So were are We now? 1St – past 6 days I'm locked in a chastity device CB6000 (we bought it some time ago but never used it much) and its a first time when I'm locked 24/7 constantly driving me crazy! 2nd this Saturday we going to a club and because she was well … not really nice to me recently she promised to show me she is sorry and promised to do something for me – and I asked that she will flirt in this club with somebody. She agreed! I don't really know if it will really happen but I think it will! Even writing this makes my locked small penis twitch in his cage. Will she release me before we go to a club or I will go locked? Will she flirt and if … how far… Will I end up cumming this weekend? I'm pretty sure I will but those are thoughts and fantasies constantly present in my mind right now! And how it will develop? I will try to keep You all informed.