After my rant on Friday Ive had a lot of time to reflect and after receiving some helpful advice Ive decided that I need to give master what he wants most of all, his dog back. Before I decided that I preferred being a sissy I was literally masters pet a doggy in fact. I made the decision last night after receiving some advice from mistress watchful, So this morning I asked master if he wished for me to be his dog again and to cap it all off I even said I will go back in my CB. So this afternoon after we had done the shopping and I cooked some dinner. Master ordered me into the bedroom and strip completely. He then told me I was to dig out the CB2000, I did so and then he began to put it back in its rightful place, around my cock. Master was very happy he seems to be more at ease bossing a silly dog around. Master was so happy in fact he decided that he wanted me to pleasure him by sitting on his cock. I dont think this is the end of my sissy life though. Master is going to let me dress for him as a treat and I think Ill still be dressing in my usual casual wear when the mood takes me. I think of my self as more of a sissy dog, brings a whole new meaning to me being his bitch. As for the CB Ive had to make a choice, am I to completely submit or continue submitting but only on my terms. Im going to get over my stupid irrational fear of the CB and will have to endure the bulge, when my perineum piercing heals I will always have the option to lock my cock down when the bulge gets too much for me to handle. My fem/trans feelings usual go up and down, very erratically from feeling like a horrible butch male to hating the bit between my legs. For now though master is happy and thats all that matters. Now I can completely submit and master will be comfortable and happy taking control of me. I think once and for all Ive proven to master and myself that I do want this lifestyle and will do what ever it takes to please my master.