Hi, been messing about locking and teasing for a little while. Normally for a couple of days max. Currently controlled by keyholder, locked since Sept. 6th. This already feels like a very long time, now she is talking in months. Oops
Wait till "months" turn into a year and you count the months and they are more than the orgasms you've had. That's when the desire to serve and please your Key Holder overtakes your life and a time where a true submissive finds peace and true bliss in service to his Goddess.
I can only defer to your experience and wisdom. I think (fear?) this is what lies in store for me. Truly, I crave it.