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I sob at nights while wearing my cock bridle

Discussion in 'The Play Room' started by Preventorious, Mar 30, 2010.

  1. Last night I cried myself to sleep. Then I kept waking up during the night and reaching down beneath my crotch. My hands fumbled over the steel and leather of my ‘cock bridle’. That's what my wife calls it. The humility of the moment made me want to cry even more but I didn’t because I didn’t want to wake up my wife sleeping soundly beside me.

    A Sudden urge of foolishness came over me and I fumbled with my fingers to try rip off the device. But I stopped because I realised it was useless. I slipped out of bed and went down to my study. From the shelf I pulled out a lever arch file which I call ‘the harem’ which contains pornographic pictures of silver haired ladies in their 60’s and 70’s. My wife disapprovesof my panache for older motherly women. She believes I have some kind of Oedipus, mother loving perversion. I need to be 'taught' out of it she says. the bridle is her solution. I didn’t even know such beastly contraptions existed until she showed it to me. Women can be very cruel in their perception of mens needs.

    I opened the lever arch file and slowly flicked through the pictures that had been cut out of Over 60 and 70 magazines and everyday womens magazines. I Felt the need to open my folder and be with my ‘mufty grannies’ as I like to call them. They comforted me for a while. Then I started sobbing again before them and felt like I was a newly gelded eunuch. Some of the ladies in the file looked back up at me and understood my powerlessness while others mocked me and my neutered status. I was harmless and felt I had lost my inner dignity.

    I have been in the ‘bridel’ for two weeks now. My wife says the chastity and denial will nourish my fortitude and envigorate me to perform better sex in the bedroom with her . I am deeply frustrated both physically and emotionally. Have any recent newcomers to chastification experienced any similar events am I alone in my feelings. Comfort and advice please
     
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    I advise that you gather all the porn you have, build a fire in your fireplace, if you have one, and hand your wife all the porn and request that she burn it. Then get on your knees before your wife and beg for forgiveness. DO NOT ask to be released from chastity, instead start focusing ALL your free time and energy into pleasing your wife. Do anything you know she likes, back or foot rubs, household chores, take her to dinner and a movie, anything you can. Take the time to please her sexually without expecting anything in return, especially release. Live your life to please her and attend to her needs 24/7/365. That is what she deserves and it is what she wants. She wants that spark that was there when you were courting her to return, and it can. What is amazing is that if you will do as I suggest that spark will also return in your heart too, and your wife will be the only person you want to look at or be with. Isn't a living, breathing, warm human female better than a picture? I guarantee she is. Best of luck to you and keep us informed.
     
  3. Have you ever heard the expression, Less is more? My first couple of weeks in hack was quite miserable.. The mistress had me satisfy her while I was locked in place. Before all this I had taken sex for granted. Whether I was alone or having some else, I was going have it and go all the way. Pretty simple. Actually it was getting pretty boring. Now Im not romantic but at her mercy. She hasnt shown much of that but has her demands. Other times she wants to be left alone. That the worst times, because I know I wont have a chance to cum.

    Ive learned to sleep, straining against my canopy. Im erect most of the night. Its like Im 14 and really Im older than most of those on the forum.(A girl isnt going to reveal her true age)

    I gave up porn as part of the deal and I dont miss it. That stuff is for the squirters. Sissies arent allowed to squirt.

    I now think that if I orgasm it will be a disappointment.

    Good luck.
     
  4. You sob over this? Goodness, not even us who wear dresses sob over this >_<
    I agree with Smaug, just submit.
     
  5. If I were you, I would be quietly grateful that your wife has insisted on such a forgiving device. If she thought you were wasting sexual energy and attention with porn mags instead of focusing on her, she might want to step up your training to something a bit more vicious and punishing than the cuddly leather gates of hell that you have there.
     
  6. wow, so she really is making you do this completely against your will? Hmmm, i don't know what to say. I would suggest really giving it a try as others have suggested and see if you begin to change your mind about everything. you might end up finding that you feel more free and in love with each other than before. But if you give it a chance for awhile and you find yourself sobbing every night while she sleeps, it might be a sign that you really do not want to be a sub, sissy, slave, or the like. And you might need to talk to someone about the obvious emotions you are dealing with. This should be a an exciting adventure for you both, albeit difficult at times to be controlled. But there needs to be some level of this being consensual. Also, i've never had a photo taunt me or accept me. it's a photo for goodness sakes.
     
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    Bridle is a good term, but I think muzzle is better :)
     
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  8. I know it's Halloween but reviving long dead threads is a bit too spooky for my liking ;)
     
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  9. Sounds like a fantasy piece.
     
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