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    #101 Giveitup, May 22, 2019
    You've proven that you can provide for and please a woman. (I'm already wearing my flame-retardant Nomex body suit... flame on.) o_O
     
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    #102 tecolote, May 22, 2019
    Dubious. I normally don't even wear a wedding ring, so I'm not sure there is a way for women to know thatiI've proven myself (also dubious, lol) other than pheromones or some other subconscious trigger.
     
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    #103 Giveitup, May 22, 2019
    That's my point... It's subconsciously transmitted/received. Feminine mystique. Mom's "eyes in the back of her head." Women's intuition. That kind of thing...
     
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    #104 Consensus, May 23, 2019
    Hmm. Can't say i have noticed that. Never been flirted with and no difference when in or out of a relationship. Never ever had to bat away banter, i just don't get it in the first place. About the only difference being locked makes in this regard is that i feel more submissive.

    Fascinating that others see a difference.
     
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    #105 Fuhr84, May 23, 2019
    I got a month lock up 24/7 for that wet dream ... I’m in uncharted territory every day now...

    My wife’s fully invested in this and gets more dominant and teasing by the day
     
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    #106 Fuhr84, May 28, 2019
    She’s going to sleep in just a nighty every night... and I’m so horny with her body being so alluring I can’t do anything but wrap around her naked body and rubbing her

    She’s calls me muffin all the time now... it makes me feel so submissive and it achy

    The cage has not been off for a week now, not even to clean.

    When she gives me permission to get her off, she is so wet and juicy,... when I’m done my face and body is covered in her juices... sometimes she tells me in not allowed to wash up so the juices dry and I smell like her so bad... every breath becomes a tease

    She’s getting off right now building me up in the cage so I cum in it so she can punish me more... how do you stop a wet dream from happening? You build and build and build, it’s going to have to go somewhere... “need to learn self control” she says, “all the cum in the balls belongs to me”

    I’m horny 24/7... she owns me
     
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    #107 Fuhr84, May 29, 2019
    She’s begun calling me muffin all the time... I’m so much bigger then her... that one word has made me feel emasculated and submissive like I’ve never felt before

    This women owns me... actions have consequences... growing up I thought my sexual prime would be from 35-50

    Married with this lady who has taken this fantasy and made it her own, is now going to own all my sex through my prime... this is intense

    She gives me so much attention... if I felt alone there is no way I could be locked like this

    Just cuddling my wife is better then some of the sex I had before I met her... our intimacy is like a drug, I think I release more dopamine when I’m
    holding her

    I have the next two days off and she has tomorrow off... when she gets home from work, she’s just going to tease and tease and tease

    I’m horny now sitting here smoking some marijuana but at lease I have some sanity
    ...this is nothing from how it will be 24hrs from now

    I’m bigger then this lady by a foot and over 100lbs... I go to the gym and have a great physique... She’s going to have me wrapped around her finger begging her to let me rub her body and have cuddle time... then she’s going to get excited and have me play with her... I’ll be covered in her scent and every breath will be torture... which just leads back to the beginning of the cycle of needing to cuddle, kiss and touch

    Sometimes she straddles me and we just make out 20-30 minutes... then she teases me and yells at me for leaking precum, I’ve gotten bites and spanks from leaking and not being able to control myself

    Just thinking of how it will be in a few hours... might go to the gym and get a good workout in... a good workout and tired body can numb the horniness for a bit but after the tiredness wears off that horny feeling comes back with a vengeance
     
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    #108 Fuhr84, May 29, 2019
    Wife’s due home in five hours

    - I’m not allowed to ask for freedom or complain about being horny
    - Not allowed clothes at the moment aside from slippers
    - Have not had an orgasm for a while now and have been stuck in this small cage since the wet dream... She has me in a horny state of mind

    My goal is to have sex ... seems pretty unattainable at the moment for me
     
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    #109 Fuhr84, May 29, 2019
    She’ll be home any minute now

    - I went out and bought her flowers
    - Just made some fresh coffee
    - Fed the cats
    - Have our show set up
    - Ready to rub her feet and her legs while we watch show
    - Take her our for dinner afterwards
    - Not complain about being locked

    Hope for the best
     
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    #110 tecolote, May 29, 2019
    I don't like your odds. Why should she reset the clock on your frustration when it gives her your complete subjugation? I think that you have a long road ahead with many surprises before you get a chance for release. Even then, your release may come at a cost that you will hesitate to pay.
     
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    #111 Rectrix, May 30, 2019
    You've got that wrong -- 35-50 is *her* sexual prime, yours was in your 20s.

    You're very lucky she's got your dopamine cycle activated -- few are the men who experience the joy of cuddling that she has revealed to you. Worship her well.
     
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    #112 Fuhr84, Jun 10, 2019
    She is keeping me locked for the month of June... she counts down every day teasing me... this is insane

    I complained because I’m a mess and she threatened to add days... so I’ve just been gone

    And that’s not including this flirty co-worker who smacked me on the ass when I was bent over at work the other day... she turned the corner as I was looking for something and gave me a good hard smack at the opportunity
     
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    #113 John, Jun 10, 2019
    Does this coworker know anything or have a clue about your chastity since she smacked you?
     
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    #114 buildup, Jun 10, 2019
    Accept it
     
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    #115 Fuhr84, Jun 10, 2019
    She does not but a few weeks ago she asked why I had do many bruises on my arms and I said my wife... ever since then she became more flirty/touchy
     
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    #116 John, Jun 10, 2019
    :) you are in great lucky to get reminded at work too :lockkey: so maybe she kind of put two and two together and figured out you are submissive and locked. Maybe she noticed it.
     
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    #117 buildup, Jun 10, 2019
    I doubt she has figured out Fuhr84 is locked; but she probably has figured out he's a sub
     
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    #118 John, Jun 10, 2019
    That's not bad to have someone at work knowing you are a sub exploit it ;)
     
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    #119 Fuhr84, Jun 11, 2019
    I caught her staring at me and it made me feel submissive... she held the stair even after I caught her and I looked away a few times as a I was working.

    In all honesty she could be trouble ... I wish my wife cared more, she just finds in amusing that some lady has a crush on me and I’m locked in my wifes cage
     
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    #120 tecolote, Jun 11, 2019
    Your wife doesn't care because she has no plans to leave you unlocked for long enough to do anything about it.

    Your fate is sealed.
     
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    #121 Fuhr84, Jun 11, 2019
    I’m so horny I can’t even look at porn anymore... I need a break desperately... after work I tried to go to sleep and my wife just grabs the cage and cradles it... teases me about how many days I have left, threatens to add more days, teasss me when the cage twitches

    She’s relentless... she made me have my phone background this gorgeous picture of her... every time I click on my phone

    I have three days off coming up... shes going to tease so much.. it’s her favourite thing to do
     
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    #122 Fuhr84, Jun 12, 2019
    My wife is killing me

    She teased to the point I came in the cage... she sat on my face and made me give her an orgasm... my wife added days and then started teasing that she won’t have to unlock me anymore

    There was no pleasure in that orgasm... I crave to be touched and she’s making me become her clingy puppy...

    I was at the laundry mat yesterday, locked of course and another woman started to chat me up and flirt with me...had to pass because im married... the attention made me horny then being locked in the cage made me think of my wife... that laundry mat ladies attention was causing me to twitch for my wife

    Women are everywhere, it’s nice weather and I’m pretty dashing myself... the attention is going to kill me... and then my wife teasing and being bossy on top of it... that co-worker who has a crush on me

    Insane... I’m in a haze of horny thoughts 24/7
     
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    #123 John, Jun 12, 2019
    How did she tease you so much that you did cum? Have you noticed more interest from women after being locked up and submissive? I did some changes myself and noticed some changes.
     
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    #124 Fuhr84, Jun 14, 2019
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    I’ve noticed a lot more women attention over the last few weeks

    Yesterday my wife made me clean our home in just panties and the cage... calling me Cinderella... stuff like that is killing me... if I don’t listen to her she just adds more days... I was down to 19 and I made her mad, and it became 25 again... so when she tells me to do something I just do it... made me twitch all night

    Then when we went shopping, I was dressed normal but in the middle of the store she yells at me kind of loud “Give me your hand now” cause she wanted to hold my hand... there was a couple pretty girls who seen that happen... I felt so submissive... after my wife and I talked about it... she was like it came so natural I did not mean to be so loud

    Her power is growing daily
    I’ve lost clothes privileges at home... I’m never not reminded that I’ve become a slave husband

    She goes to sleep almost every night now holding the cage because I’m not even allowed to touch her cage and she wants to be extra secure

    I get days added if I’m caught touching
    I get days added if I complain about how horny I am
    I get days added if I ask for freedom or sex
    I get days added for not doing what I’m told (Dressed as Cinderella to clean)

    Locked 24/7

    And currently at 23 days .., last time I came was a wet dream in the cage weeks ago before when she got me off by eating her in the cage ... and she’s begun to tease me all the damn time... I don’t even remember not cumming in the cage

    This is crazy
     
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    #125 tecolote, Jun 30, 2019
    Almost July. How's it going?
     
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