I love Chastity

Well it has been a while since my last post and I am thinking I have come full circle.
I have been out of chastity for about 4 weeks and not sure if I will go back, it all depends on my wife.
I am also finding that the mansion seems to have lost some of its spark since the reinvention and the exodus
of some of the main characters.
I guess the whole thing has become a bit boring and I have become a little depressed about my situation.

Dianne

 

Initially however as she has not stepped up to the task things have just died.
The last 4 months I was self locked and while she acknowledged it and would sometimes mention that I was
locked and she was the Mistress nothing ever happened.
A few weeks ago I developed some bad chafing and I had to remove the device to allow healing, I new the location of the key as
it was not really hidden and I just removed it.
I have not put it back on and have pretty much given up on the idea.

Dianne

 

Thanks for your suggestion.
I do feel naked without it and would love to go back in.
Maybe I will raise the subject again and see what happens.

Dianne

 

Not a lot has changed for me and I am still unlocked although my wife has recently commented on how hairy I was and so I have waxed my legs and bits again.
One thing that has just caused me great concern yesterday is that I have discovered that my two daughters (20 & 25) who live at home have done a lot of snooping and found some of my gear(maid outfit and Shoes).
While they have not said anything it is now a waiting game to see what happens.
As my wife does not know I cross dress it could become really tricky.
As a result of this today I had my first visit to a psychologist to see if I can gain some info on how to handle this if or when it comes up.
I would be interested to hear from anyone who has been faced with this situation and how the handled it.
The psychologist is interested in me exploring my CD/TG feelings to see how I want to proceed so it looks like I will be in for some interesting discussions.

Anyway that's enough for now.

Dianne

 

Well I am back on the site and have self locked waiting to see what happens.
My wife has made a number of comments about locking me up as I have been a little abrupt with her over the last few months.
Anyway today I have self locked and will wait for her to see it and see what happens next.

Dianne

 

Nothing has been said regarding this directly.
My wife also made an interesting comment about finding something however she did not elaborate and I
did not ask.

I am thinking that if she is back onboard with the chastity then it may be a new opportunity to question her
about it.
I will just have to see what happens because at this stage she has not noticed me being locked.

 

I have just sent this pic to my wife with the title "Yes Mistress" I am now waiting to see what reply I get.

 

Just got the reply, "That's right you better be good".

 

Well tonight will be when I find out how my wife wants to proceed.
You see she was never really into it, I think she just saw it as a bit of fun at times however she is not
the dominant type and so didn't work out what she could do.
Anyway I ended up just removing the device over a year ago and said nothing more about it.
Well late last year she started making a few references to locking me up after I had been abrupt with her or not
allowing her to speak her mind.
This happened about 4 or 5 times including into January.
It was also during this non locked time that she made comments about finding something of mine but as I mentioned in an earlier post nothing more was said.
So that brings me to the pic and message I sent her yesterday.
You see she has been away for a few days and comes home tonight.

What next ?

 

Well my wife came home last night and nothing was said by either of us regarding the message I sent her.
As usual she went to bed earlier than me and when I went to bed she was facing away from me asleep.
A little while later she put her hand on my leg and felt that it was smooth (I had shaved in the morning) but again
nothing was said or happened.
She had to get up early for a hair appointment and when she was leaving she came around to my side of the bed and reached down under the covers and felt the cage, she said (Oh! with a little chuckle ) and gave me a kiss and left.
When she returned I was at my computer and she came in and said, "Don't you have something for me?".
I acted dumb and she went and git her phone and showed me the picture of the keys I had sent her.
I took her to the bedroom and gave her a brand new unopened padlock and said you can change it to this one.
She opened it and I removed the old lock and stood in front of her.
She took the new lock and fitted it through the hole and clicked it shut.
As the lock came with 3 keys I took 2 of the keys and broke them in half with pliers in front of her and handed her the last key.
I then said that she needed to keep it safe and not laying around as that is what happened last time when I
gave up on the idea and removed the device myself.
To this she replied, "This wont leave my side and that wont happen again and you are in so much trouble."

So with that my Wife is now my Mistress.


Dianne

 

Well Mistress seems to be getting into this the second time around. I suspect she may have realized that she has the power and should use it.
It has only been a few hours and she has pulled me up a number of times for my attitude and made me apologize and refer to her as Mistress.
She also said while we were out shopping that she needed me to show her I could not escape from my device and that she was "Not stupid".
Every time she challenges me I feel my cage tighten.

We live in interesting times.

Dianne

 

Tonight my Mistress ordered me to the bedroom after I challenged her opinion.
She ordered me to drop my pants and then whacked me on the bottom twice with her crop.
It was hard and left a sting for several minutes.

What next....

Dianne

 

Well I have been away from the forum for a while now and this is a catch up post for anyone interested.
After getting a case of Balanitis I have been unable to wear my device.
The supposed cure was a circumcision although this has not cured it completely.
Also as a result of taking medication for enlarged prostate I have had a number of the most notable side affects.
All this sort of came to a head in the last few months of 2019 and with the encouragement of my psychologist I took the step to start hormone therapy in preparation for transition at a later stage.
As it is yet to be decided how all this will play out with regards to chastity my time here may be limited.
if my journey is something that would be of interest to some I will continue to update.
I welcome feedback.

Dianne

 

Thank you Jemima, it is good to see that you are still around as many of the main ones that were on when I joined seem to have moved on.
You are still a sweet heart

Dianne

 

Well that is complicated to say the least.
She is well aware of the issues I have been having with regards not being able to wear a Chastity Device for a long time as well as the issues that have resulted from medication I am on for my prostate.
As for the rest she is not completely in the loop as I am waiting until I see my Dr tomorrow for an update on what needs to happen now regards medication.
If the medication is Full Speed Ahead then I will have to bring her up to speed and deal with any fallout as it happens.
If the medication is a no go for some reason I can still back out and no major harm is done.
That is the plan anyway.
So I have less than 1 day to get my answer.

Dianne

 

Well I have now been fro my second Dr visit and he has increased my estrogen from 2mg to 4mg per day.
He wants to see how I respond to this after 6 weeks and then decide if I need a blocker as well.
So it is not full speed ahead as I had hoped however it is progress, although as yet I have no affects from the HRT at all.