This past weekend I got to experience many many first's in my life/ Also looking forward to my Birthday ***Warning, very very long post*** – please don’t be mad. I wanted to write a Weekend Wrap up for this past weekend where I experienced many firsts in my life -first time going to a sex store / first time playing with a butt vibrator/butt plug/dildo, first day being caged at work. I’m also looking ahead for my bday 8/28. I’ll have a tldr version at the bottom. These are real experiences that just happened over the past weekend (I’m not clever enough to write this in-depth fiction with details. If you think I’m lying I have pictures/receipts to prove my innocence! Also I originally had a set a cage length from Friday (8/13) – Monday (8/16) (was planning on uncaging myself before work cus I didn’t feel comfortable wearing it), but I’m so damn honey/stressed I decided to extended it to hit a full week ….. but as I’m writing this, I’m thinking I may extend again until I hit my birthday 8/28 hmmmm . I actually don’t expect to write this length of a post for a while, due to my stepdads’ condition (he came back from the hospital Sunday), mom going to another rehab facility, my sister starting school tomorrow, moving out by the end of the month, sigh but let’s see. I had a few days of free time which resulted in this past weekend experience. I can make smaller updates here and there, maybe on my birthday I can make another good post - If anyone is interested on recommendations for what I should do on my bday that would be cool). If I get enough suggestion or so, I can try to make a poll or something. I’m not going to make it permanent or anything drastic lol if anyone suggests that, it’s my first time being locked up so maybe ideas on what y’all did on your birthday when you were first Iocked up? what does this porn/jerk/good addict/beta addict deserve on his cake day ??? So shall we begin, I’ve broken into down into sections: 1. General update 2. First time at a sex shop 3. First time playing with sex toys with my butt 4. Video recording 5. Wearing my cage for the first time at work 6. Looking ahead to Birthday 1. General update Since 08/10 it’s been my real first time being caged (8/10 - 8/13: HTV4) & (8/13 – 8/28: Cobra). I originally was going to stay locked for 2 days to ease my way in but once I ordered/got my Cobra it’s been a game changer, it fits like a glove and it’s making me a-lot hornier . My brain chemistry has certainly been changing/adapting in this short amount of time. As mentioned, I would watch porn/jerk almost 2-3 hours a day (especially the beginner of the year, also I would do it just out of boredom). I’m certainly very very horny (don’t remember the last time I was this horny). But even at this level of horniess I haven’t been looking at too much porn…. At least the regular way that I do. Being caged has made my ass - what’s a good way of phrasing this “extroverted”? My body is like electricity, taking the path of least resistance (penis is locked but the butt is as free as American freedom going to war for oil). I’ve put a finger (1, 2, or maybe 3 but who’s counting) in my butt but that’s about it. The whispers of my butt have become louder/aggressive (think of Lord Voldemort voice), wanting something bigger than my small fingers. 2. First time at a sex shop So, with that said, I was so aroused on Saturday night that I had to go to a local sex store to get a dildo/butt plug/vibrator and some gay underwear/sissy panties (this was my first time going to a sex shop). Of course, I was wearing my cage and was wearing a thong . It was very awkward for me as I entered but it was empty for the most part and all the workers there were girls (they seemed a bit high, I can tell by their smell/their vibe). If they were guys, I honestly would have left lol. I asked one of the workers to guide me with everything (she was super nice/friendly, seemed around my age), her eyes and expression lit up as I told her what I was looking for. She showed me around the shop, starting with the dildo section, then the gay section, and then the girls section. Very overwhelmed, I told her that it’s going to take a min to absorb everything. As I looked around, she would come check on my occasionally, which helped me calm down/relax a bit. She directed to all the beginner’s stuff and recommended me on the sizing of everything (I felt as though she was undressing me with her eyes). My cage was so tight seeing all the lingerie, outfits, costumes, toys etc. After about 45 min I finally purchased what I wanted. As she was helping me, she was getting curious about my kinks/fetishes as for buying cross dressing/gay appeal and the toys. I told her that my brain right now is all over the place. She kept asking questions, I kept answering but then she asked me if there was something wrong with my penis or if I was wearing something… (I think she noticed My bulge as I was wearing kind of tight sweet pants, and I kept having to adjust myself because I was so horny). Without thinking, I told her I was wearing a chastity cage for the first time in public. Boy o boy - her face transformed as if a kid was seeing fireworks for the first time. I did the dumb thing/or right thing to ask her if she wanted to see it (for a brief second, I was like I’m breaking the law with indecent exposure but then I was like I’m at sex shop it should be fine. She asked if I was comfortable showing her the cage, which I replied “buddy, I haven’t been comfortable since I’ve entered this establishment” (I hit her with the buddy), she had a good laugh. So, we went back to the private area and I showed her my device (This is like my chastity/femdom/porn fantasy happening in real life!). She had a very devilish grin on her as she took note of my blue thong I was wearing. My cage was soooo damn tight right then and there, as I couldn’t believe what was happening (looking back, I’m asking myself if that really happened). She knew about chastity but never saw it in a person before. She didn’t touch it or anything but sat me down and kept wanting to know more about why I was wearing it, more of the chastity fetish, the cause/effect, in depth stuff, etc. Mind you that I could hear some people come in and out of the store which made my quiver a bit haha. I opened my dumb mouth again and said that if her coworkers wanted to see it also (at this point my adrenaline was skyrocket). She texted her coworkers asking if they wanted to see my cage, one said she would after helping another customer. The other coworker was seemed was busy doing some inventory or something. So, one of the workers came back (bit older maybe in your early 40’s), she just gave a chuckle/ Ah Ha moment (like she sees this happen all the time …), she realized why I bought the stuff. Together they kept asking more questions, asked about the keys/keyholder (my ideal KH - which I don’t know right now TBH/TBA). They jokingly said that there are many men that could become my KH (the shop was right next door to a bar, and they assumed I was at least bisexual from my purchases). I told them I’m not ready for a KH and that I’m just a beginner, which they thought was reasonable. This whole scene took about 10 min (don’t want to make it sound like it took an hour), I told her that it’s getting late, which they responded that you “just want to leave cus you want to dress up and play with the dildos”. I told them no, I need to go Whataburger to get dinner then I will dress up and play with the dildos! They laughed and said my thank you/ byes then I was off. As I went to my car, I saw a few guys at the bar, I felt they as if they knew exactly what I bought which made me nervous. My stomach/body/mind was racing (maybe cus I was hungry, I just stared internment fasting that day 3. First time playing with sex toys with my butt After eating my Patty Melt and Homey Butter chicken biscuit (it was after 11:30 pm for all my fellow Texans), I was all alone at home (good think my sister was sleeping over at her friends/dad was at the hospital until the next day). I headed to my parent’s master bedroom - my war room if you will. I took a couple of shots of Tito’s, a bit of black coffee, and then started to have some fun dressing up (I will post pics in my profile). After my cover girl/Sears catalogs photoshoot, it was time to feed my hungry butt. As mentioned, my ass is a virgin/tight but I’ve been using some fingers. I took a nice hot shower, cleaned myself up properly (took a while), a couple more shots, put on some nice lofi mix to get in the mood. I wanted to jump into the deep end with dildo but needed to start slow, so first the butt plug. My ass was already nice and clean and had a lot of lube ready (water based). The plug is only 3 inches, so I lubed up the plug first by sucking it (sorry I had to), then put lube on the plug and in my ass (it felt weird putting up my ass). At this my rate my horny meter was way too high, I had to stop the music and had to find a sissyhypno (I needed the perfect mood). Once everything was perfect, I went ahead and started to put the plug in my ass. I was so dumb at first, I was trying to jam it in/rough. But my butt was like Gandalf, so I started to tease it bit by bit, slowly opening it up. As soon as I started to make entry progress my cage started to jump uncontrollably (the sensation was like Nirvana). After about 2 min, I was able to get the plug in all the way. After getting my plug in all the way, I just started at myself in the mirror memorized that I have a butt plugged in me. I snapped out of it once the sissyhypno started playing Kylie Minogue (can’t get you out of my head, la la la la). Then I started to play with my plug for a bit, moving it around, trying to slowly take it in and out (I was standing up this whole time). I was getting tired and went to lay on the ground to relax a bit more. I must have played with the plug for a good 10 min. At some point I got paranoid, I thought that someone came how so I left the bathroom to check (didn’t put any clothes on lol). I went downstairs and for my achievement I decided to eat some blue bell. After I ate, I went back to my room to check my computer for a bit (I have a standing desk, so I was standing for a bit but decided to sit down - I totally forgot about my plug, my cage again reacted. I actually sat down harder to get a good feeling, then I decided to go for the next phase (vibrator) I wanted to record myself playing with a vibrator for the first time so I placed my camera in a good angle and turned it on. I put a blindfold/sleeping mask to hide my face, laid down on the floor and went to town. The vibration instantly made my cage rattle. I had to stop after a min because it was too much overlord. I adjusted the speed at a nice cruising altitude and started again. As I was pressing the vibrator to my cage, it become like a magnet – wherever the vibrator went, my cage followed promptly. I started to then put the vibrator on my plug. I would alternate from cage/butt, as it was on the cage, I was playing with my plug. This lasted about 15 min, the sissyhypno stoped so I stopped with it. Enthralled I had to take a breather but turned my head and saw that I still had the holy grail/king Arthur’s sword to take care (dildo). The dildo about 5 inches (I bought the Inya - Plaything set). Idk about y’all but 5 inches at least to a beginner is massive. I kept composing it to my small caged clitty and toId myself that this is the reason ima beta/caged - which my dick agreed. I started to crawl (like Leo in Wolf of Wall Street) to the dildo which was on top of the shower tube. But before I did anything I got back up to find another sissyhypno to play (cocking sucking), I was attending to suck it first. I decided to mount it on the wall (the dildo suction isn’t really strong; I was hoping it would stick so I can be hands free - sad face). I position the phone and started to record, I was holding the dildo with one hand. This is all new new to me, as mentioned, I’ve never had anybody do anything sexual to my dick, my only perspective was lol the porn that I watch. So, I decided first I might give the dildo hand job, slowly but confidently. After my subpar hand job (I would say a 6/10), I started to use my mouth. I never ever thought that I would ever suck anything in a sexual way especially a dildo, it was surreal! I first started to kiss the tip, then stared to kiss all long the shaft on each side and of course the balls. Then I started to suck on it, slowly but yet again confidently, trying to use my tongue and no teeth. I had my blindfold on the whole time and out my ehand behind my back pretending to be handcuffed. As I kept sucking, I kept getting further and further down. Took the dildo out of my mouth started to play with my plug and started saying that I’m going to suck dildo I can reach the balls. I took a deep breath and went for the gusto. I want to say that my first attempt to the balls was a success (it was very difficult about halfway through I pushed on, I had to use both hands to hold and make sure I got the balls). I guess like a true slut I told myself it was beginners’ luck, so I went again for the second try. I didn’t get the second one as smoothly as the first, halfway the realization of my sucking a dick hit me, so I had to abort lol. But after a quick breather I did it again, it my second attempt, then I went for the third attempt (without me taking the did not of my mouth). After bases loaded with my deep throat, you know I had to go for the home run with the bases loaded (grand slam). I was trying to figure out the best place to stick the dildo (as mentioned the suction isn’t great - if anyone is still reading, if you suggest to make a disclosure suction better that would be great. I played with plug bit to wake up my butt, then took it out and started to bath again to clean myself again just in case. After a bit of clean up, I looked at my first-time gaping asshole in the mirror (I was like who’s ass is that that can’t be my tight virgin ass lol). I put on generous amount of lube on the dildo them my ass, then proceed to sit on it (I had to hold it with one hand because it kept falling/slipping - annoying). As the dildo started to enter my butt my cage started to get really tight around my balls. I managed to get to the past the tip and started to very slowly bounce on it (very slow). I started to having a burning feeling in my ass but I pushed through, slowly getting a little bit deeper and deeper. It was starting to get late, almost 2 AM, so I was like the finally I’m going sit down all the way onto this dick like a good little beta/loser. So, guess what I did! I went down all the way, letting go a few moans and went back up and did it again 2 more times (always gotta do 3 times). I hit the grand slam home run, won the World Series (don’t hate me but I’m a stros fan). I sat on the dildo for a solid 3 min. My body was starting to get really tired so I took out the dildo, cleaned myself, looked my gapping hole, then decided to go to bed…. ….but I didn’t , I stayed up another 1 hour looking at porn/reading blogs/etc (sorry I’m still an addict at heart). I did finally pass out horny. 4. Video recording I am contemplating if I should post a quick 3 min video I made Sunday Night - I think this is pretty good, (if you are still reading, let me know if anyone wants me to send them directly). I see there is a members video section that I will try to upload the video. Not sure which platforms I may post them on, xhamster, thisvid, eroprofile, etc. 5. Wearing my cage for the first time at work I’m writing this up at work currently locked up, I was planning to take of my cage Monday morning before work but I said fuck it on Sunday night and extended it until this upcoming Friday (which I may extended for my bday). So, I’m at work horned (boss is on vaca, had 1 meeting, finished work by lunch, so I had time to write this). Good thing I have an office because I’m so horny and I’ve been playing with myself all day. I wear a lab coat, so I feel comfortable wearing it. Going to the bathroom is strategic, as it’s a small bathroom, I’ve been using coffee stirrers to direct my aim. I’ll be working from home the rest of the week but I’ll be wearing this more at work . 6. Looking ahead to Birthday As mentioned, my birthday is in a couple of weeks, as I’m writing this, I’ve convinced myself I’ll stay locked up until then . I don’t know what I’ll do on my bday, but please send me recommendation! TLDR: · Very length detail about my experience this past weekend (Saturday). · First experience going to a sex shop and showing the workers my chastity cage (Saturday). · First time playing with sex toys (vibrator/plug/dildo) (Saturday). · Made a private 3 min video of me playing with my dildo (Sunday). I'll try to figure out how to post it. · First time wearing my cage at work (Monday) · Looking ahead for my Birthday 8/28, I’ve decided to extend until them. I’ll continue to play with my plug/dildo, buy some more apparel and let’s see how it goes. I’ll try to post again soon! Sorry for boring yall! As always please stay safe. bknd90