I’ve got a sequence of events in the journal section but suffice it to say I recently (6 months) got a PA piercing with the encouragement of my girlfriend and am now locked in chastity. Previous devices I’ve defeated by pulling out and masturbated, ruined prior chastity use with my girlfriend because of that reason. She warned me if we went through with the piercing that I’d be in chastity all the time with her only releasing me when she wanted to play or have sex. Sounded good to me, it’s arguably the ideal situation. Problem is I wasn’t working up to that. I was looking at the time between the piercing happening and the new cage arriving as one last little hurrah, masturbating at the slightest arousal. Now that’s no longer possible. I have no way to cope with this arousal and it’s building up faster than I expected. Does it get better? This is such a mindfuck of a position to be in. I am already desperately horny, fantasizing about my girlfriend, getting more aroused by that, and round and around I go with chastity preventing me from getting off this ride. I really want to empower my girlfriend to drive this as I don’t want to be topping from the bottom but I don’t know how to handle this arousal. This is obviously what I want, but these moments of arousal are all consuming and difficult to break and avoid. Any advice is welcome.