Just curious how many here never expect to have a regular orgasm again? @n2toys locked me up 15 months ago. Starting out I'd receive an orgasm every few weeks and then maybe 6 weeks. 'My' vision at first was my Wife would give me a date for when I'd receive an orgasm, but She preferred keeping it a secret which ended up being best (of course) and more erotic. I'm currently at over 5 months since a full orgasm and a month since a ruined orgasm or milking. I'm horny as hell and insanely crave my Wife and love this intense feeling of lust; I'm literally begging for an orgasm when being teased but also know deep down I don't really want one as I don't want the post-O drop and then the wait for the cravings to build back up... As much as I crave an orgasm the idea of being denied indefinitely also thrills me (strange, even hard to type the word forever just now...) How many here are in permanent denial of a full real orgasm? Of those in full denial - how often do you receive pressure release via a ruined-o or milking? For me ruined-o's produce a mild drop but nowhere near the same drop as a Full Orgasm.