So far, the longest ive had to endure is about eight days, which i have to admit, i cheated, on the seventh day, I (purely by chance)discovered that i could stimulate my self enough, with a cotton bud. It was akin, as an experience, to the very first time a came, all those years ago,but albeit for one thing, a stark feeling of disappointment, one that id cheated, and secondly that id found away to cheat, needless to say, i have had the discipline not to attempt this this time. I have found, up until now, that i can go along quite happily, for about four to five days, then after this all my feelings begin to be hot wired to my groin, suddenly just a kiss, leaves the same sensation as a d.i.y. hand job, used to, one single stoke of my penis ( not that i can actually remember the last time i touched it ) equates to the same feeling an ejaculation (pre chastity). and a full handjob, is just absolutely mind blowing, the look on my partners face, (when she realises the power she has over me,when she has my hands cuffed around my back, then releases my penis, and then can turn me into her little pathetic whining "spunk monkey") is just priceless. And as for the thought of full sex. But as time has gone by, i find myself, in a paradox, i know i should want to ejaculate, more than anything, ive actually been watching handjobs on the internet, just to remember in some small way, what its like, and god, how im jealous of these guys dropping their load. But when it comes to the crunch, "I want in" I was let out the other night for a very quick clean, and i mean quick, and i felt so much safer when i was back, locked up. Anyway i think im going to be let out tonight, as, as i have said on previous treads, i am awaiting a vasectomy, and therefore i dont want to be hypersensitive, and cumming everywhere during the op ( although in fanasy land....) also depending on the recovery time i might be "free" for a few weeks. Anyway id like to know what its like to go for longer than a week, does it it get better ? Once my wounds have healed, after the op. Im hoping to really push the intensity, going for longer, amending our contract, in such away that i have fewer rights, And really hoping my partner/ keyholder, really starts to find her sadistic side. I cannot wait.