Hi everyone, I post here from time to time, but honestly, I don't feel worthy of being around those of you who live life locked up all the time or most the time. I can't seem to keep my device on. I put it on tonight and after about 30 minutes it was burning so badly that I took the cage off. I left the ring on and I am just putting more lotion on and going to lock back up shortly. The thing is, when I put my cage on, my left testicle always gets light red and the veins get dark. I'm not sure how else to explain it. I can pee, I can get my pinky most of the way through the bottom of the ring so I know I'm not cutting off blood flow. I usually just let it ride, but tonight the burn was so bad in 21 minutes that I took it off. Now the burn is on the back side of the scrotum behind my testicles. I keep trying but I feel like my body just may not be ok with my kink. I've tried a CB3000, CB6000, and now the holy trainer. I've been trying on and off again for about 12 years give or take. I know most say go steel, but I really don't want to spend steel money if I can't wear the holy trainer any length of time; as what would steel do that this thing doesn't? Thanks for reading, sorry about me whining a little and rambling on about my sensitive bits.