Having only joined CM yesterday I am impressed with the amount of men here who have managed to find women in their everyday lives who are happy to identify their relationships as FLR. I suppose this dynamic has become more common in the modern age. But the amount of men here who have found KHs in their everday lives..... I guess the truth is many have been together, even married for years before a FLR or KHing situation develops. I just wish it was easier to find a woman who would be up for entering a FLR from day dot. Because I'm at a stage where I don't want anything else. Has anyone here got a story like that? Where they found someone who was clear from the start that she was in charge full stop.
I think it really helps to have a great vanilla relationship as your foundation. I'm sure from your narrative that you have needs and desires that probably overwhelm you sometimes and fetishistic emotions are powerful things. IMHO, the relationship shopping list that features your fetishistic needs as most prominent , is more likely to fail fast. So much can be achieved should you find a person to share more of your life with and see whether your sex desires are compatible. I would suggest thinking about a professional to help temper your thinking going forward. There are some terrific prodommes who really do care about their clients.
Thank you @Mandynjack for your thoughtful reply. I have already contacted a pro Domme and I visit her today and she know about my desire for chastity and denial!