I was doing a web search on how to walk in Ballet boots and I came accross a thread by Maid Katrin on this site. So I started looking at the site and relized that I have a lot in common with many here. I am a man and have for years fantasized about dressing like a woman. In my perfect word I am a woman. I love latex and bondage and love being tied and punished. In my real time relationship I have a great vanilla family. I loove my life but am ashamed at times about my feelings and desires to be a dominated woman. I have been married for 16 years and love my wife dearly. However, I was honest from the day I met her about my fetishes and even though she told me that that was great, we play very little. She will lock me up with my CB6000 but when she unlocks me I still have to go take care of myself. I look forward to weekends when she leaves only to do self bondage and if I time it right, the key for the lock on the CB6000, (yes I know where she keps it) will be back on the day she gets home. I look forward to chatting with new people with similar interest Sis-Slave-jen....
Welcome to the Mansion sisslaveJen :welcome: You'll fit in here just fine...Have fun!!! Mistress Michelle:CMrocks:
Welcome to the site. Please forgive me if I am mistaken, but it seems from what I read that your Lady controls your orgasms, but does not have sex with you. Am I reading this wrong? I think it is important to get my facts straight ;-) Respectful
Oh you are most welcome here! Your relationship sounds like mine in some ways. My wife knows I like dressing in panties, but not to extent and I really do as I'm pretty much a closet sissy and only come out when I'm alone. It certainly was a great feeling to open up to her and actually let her touch me in bed when I was wearing some panties, but she's not really into it so I move slowly, very slowly! I think she prefers her MAN and I understand that, but I also have such strong feelings to be a girl and love dressing up like one - I wish I could share that with her since she's such a big part of my life. I'm not really sure anyone can understand what we go through unless they are ones themselves... Progress is almost non existent, but at least there's some hope.
:welcome: sisslavejen. You will love it here, everyone is so very friendly and helpful. If you want anything, just shout. :sign0011:
we have sex, but we play very little, and only about half the time that she lets me out will she have sex with me.There is allways a reason for not having sex.