Hey, New member here. Just wanted to say Hi and introduce myself and let you know you know about about me. I've been interested in the idea of chastity for many years now and even brought it up with my partner at the time. Sadly we are no longer together, we just grew apart. We had played with bondage many many times which she seemed to enjoy (or at least she told me she enjoyed it to please me). But because of many factors sadly we are no longer together (not an evil break up but a mutual one). Well last month I took the plunge and ordered myself a CB6000 and have been breaking myself into it and I've been greatly enjoying the experience. But alas being single I did not have a key holder so was just holding my keys myself but I found myself cheating. Letting myself out when it was messing with my sleep, which would then lead to me masturbating Freezing my keys didn't help as I knew all I had to do was run the keys under hot water for a few minutes and I'm free again (I know as I did )So last week I found someone who would hold my keys for me, nothing else but key holding - but at least I can no longer cheat. So has of Friday I lost control of my keys and on Saturday I was told my key holder had rolled some dice to determine the length of time I will be locked up for but as an added edge I would not be told the time, all I'm to expect is my keys being handed to me one day between 2-12 weeks from now. So I'm 3 Days and 19 hours in, and what a mixed bag its been. During the day its normally fine, while I can keep my mind active everything is fine and at time forget I'm even wearing it. Night time is a different matter... Once I climb into bed all I can think about is my locked up member. when I managed to drop off to sleep, I'm woken up a few times turning the night. On the first night I lost count how many times I got woken up, but after the 4th time I would of released myself if I had my keys. But the past few nights have been getting easier, I still getting woken up at night but only a couple of time last night. But I've found that when I am woken up all I need to do is get out of bed and have a walk around the house for a few minutes by which time I'm relaxed enough to get back to sleep. Sunday day was a nightmare. I was trying to have a day off (self employed - so its feels like there is always work to do), but I couldn't relax. My thoughts kept coming back to my locked up member. Again if I had access to the keys I would of been out. But on the other hand I am also loving every minute of it, it has also made me aware of how much I do (or at least did for now) masturbate and how much I think about sex even if its just subconsciously. Hopefully this way of life will be with me for a long time to come. Since I started my chastity journey I've been looking for a home where I can feel welcomed and share my thoughts and hopefully I've found that here, So Hi all and thanks for having me.