Hi all, I just created an account to share experiences with you guys. I am from Spain (sorry for my English), happily married with one kid, and I've been fantasizing about being locked since I saw the first chastity picture 13 years ago. I had my first experience about chastity in 2010 when my wife was away for a few days and I went to a sexshop in my city to by a CB3000. I put it on right away and stayed locked for 4 days until my wife came back from her trip. I told her about the device, I remember she was a bit disappointed but agreed on keep me locked for a few hours more if I gave her a body massage. After that, she gave me the key back and I masturbated, but a really intense pain started on my right nut. It was really tight, numb, and hurt like a bitch. Two days later, the pain continued and it spread down to my right leg and back to my kidney. I visited a doctor and they said it could be epididymitis, which is a swelling of the testicular cords. My wife at that time was really angry with me for playing with the device and hurting myself, you can imagine. The pain eventually went away around 6 months later and had my first kid, so I guess I did not harm it too much. Nevertheless, my wife was so piss off with me and with all the bad experience, I left my chastity fetish aside for a few years. Then I thought that maybe the device was too tight or a bad design or something and gave it another try with the advent of so many chinese cheap devices. I tried many of them, but I always was getting the same pain in the nut and leg and cannot wear them for more than 1-2. I am really sad about it, I want it, my wife understand my fetish and wanted to play from time to time, buy I can't for health issues. Now things are even worse, since I have some kind of autoimmune vasculitis, that somehow is triggered when I wear a device. In the last few years she has been loosing her interest for sex (now she is 45) and we only have it very occasionally, like 3-4 times/year. And I am back to my porn/masturbation habit, having later negative feelings for her, for not doing with me the things I see in the porn videos and negative feelings about masturbation because it makes the emotional connection with her between us weaker and weaker. We tried honor-based chastity, which does not work for us, because after a couple of days she looses any interest and does not care if I jerk off or not and I go back to porn. So I've been thinking a lot about a deviceless chastity mechanism, but that gave more control to my wife than the standard honor system. At first we tried with temporary tattoos applied at the sensitive parts of my penis so that if I masturbate, it wears off very quickly. Temporary tattoos are not bad, they can last up to 5 days, with showers, swimming etc, but my wife is concerned about long-term side effects of having something glued to my penis. One day, watching the movie "The Mummy", when the mistress of the Pharaoh appears naked but with ink stripes along her body, so that if anyone dares to touch her, it will be noticed. We (I) thought a bit and decided to try with a black waterproof eyeliner and permanent liquid red lipstick. So now I am writing you with a nice black and red ladybug painted by my wife in the head of my cock, that if I dare to touch will be noticed. I've been kept chaste for the last week, where I've been giving one hour massage to my wife everyday and taking care as much as I can of all chores. She is delighted, and even she told me that one of this days I will give her oral while staying chaste for her, which is like a dream come true. But I don't know how much is this going to last, it is a lot of effort on her side to draw me things everyday. And the reason I joined CM is precisely that, comment with you my deviceless chastity experience and know if you guys have also dreamed with this idea. Cheers!