When I ended my thread "On Display" I didn't intend for it to take a week to start another one. But the accident on April 6th with the Humboldt Broncos hockey team has had an effect on our lives. We were not effected personally but my Wife who is such a loving and caring person with such a large network of friends has had a very difficult week. We have spent a lot of time hugging and cuddling and talking about life and what really is important. I would like to Thank Everyone that took time to read about my adventures in life, and especially those of you that added your comments this has meant a lot to me, Thank You. Our world is filled with so much grieve and sadness, it gives me such comfort to come to the Mansion and just be who I am I don't have to hide behind a mask or a pair of Dress Pants, I can just be me. I can openly talk about my habit of masturbating, wanting to have my penise locked up, shaving my pubic area, wearing panties or getting my bum spanked and not be judged or looked at as if I weird. We can talk about who we Really are, that's not the kind of conversation you can have around the water cooler " How's your locked up penise in those lace panties? " I guess this isn't what most of you were expecting me to open this thread with.Sorry, it's been an emotional week. Since I started posting about my life I have noticed that I have become more emotional and caring, I have changed. When I first started chastity 8 years ago it was about me and my sexuality but as Miss Shelly has become more and more comfortable it has become more about Serving her and taking care of her needs and less and less about when I'll have my next Orgasm. Society is always changing. If we look back in history not that long ago men were Tottaly Dominant and women were a show piece for the man. Today men and women are a lot more equal and in some situations and arrangements as a lot of us here have discovered. The women has become the Dominant person in the relationship and the males purpose is to Serve Her Needs. A situation that I gladly embrace as most of you also do. Things are starting to get back to normal, this morning while we were have breakfast Miss Shelly informed me that the Lady that was impressed with my display on Good Friday lives in Edmonton and we Will be going to visit her in the near future, she's also 81 years old. She also said to me "We need to start conditioning you, So go and get the strap and the dildo for the table " thirty strokes later and thirty minutes sitting with my pleasure hole filled she gave me a big Hug and a Kiss and went off to work.