Hi Everyone. I have been a lurker here for a short time and thought it may be a good time to post. For a quite a long while I have been into alternative sex practices (since I knew what bondage and fetish was). I know I am exceptionally submissive. I have told My girlfriend of several years this and she has yet to realise the power I am offering her. I adore verbal humiliation, extreme CBT, being screwed anally, silky things, esp knickers and nipple torture. My nipples are so sensitive that I can almost orgasm by having my nipples touched, but then I really do prefer to beg to have them tortured. It is humiliating and I love it. Kind of proves how weird I am lol If another example where needed, whereas most men would look at their Wife/Girlfriends friends and think how sex would be with them, I look and think about how cruel they could be to me and how serving them would be. I have mentioned that I would love for her to be in charge of our relationship and I would do all the house duties etc. In return I would be ecstatic to be locked up all week, and allowed to orgasm once or a week (or whenever is deemed appropriate) whilst being tortured. I think this would be ideal because she doesn't really have much of an interest (at present) in sex, even though I tell her how pretty and sexy she is all the time. I would dearly love to be under the thumb so to speak. She would love a spotless house though! I would be happy to do anything she asks, indeed some of my ideas of what she could do with me may be considered by some very extreme. I know it is where I want to be because I love dressing up in womans clothing. I have done it since my teenage years and to be able to be dressed like that would make me exceptionally happy. I have even asked her to take me to get both my nipples pierced with an eye to starting down the road of feminisation more and more. I also adore my self imposed chastity. Whatever I seem to suggest, she seems not to really be interested. I even bought her a CB3000 in pink and a whole host of things for her, and her alone, if you get me, to try and encourage her, but getting nowhere. Can anyone help with making her realise what I am offering. Any advice appreciated.