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    Hello everyone. I thought I would say hello and say a little about myself..

    A while ago I confessed to my girlfriend that I had an out of control porn addiction and after getting upset and me agreeing to get help she decided to put me in chastity as punishment and to 'reform' me.

    We have played with chastity from time to time, usually for 2 - 3 weeks but this time she seems more determined to punish and break me. The more I get frustrated the more she seems to enjoy herself and if I beg for mercy she just says 'its good for you' in very firm and mocking way that leaves no doubt that she means business.

    She also likes winding me up once I have been locked away for a while and will let me loose mist nights to torment me, bringing me to the edge many times, making me almost cry before locking me back up again.

    I must confess that I love this treatment although at times I really think it is too much, especially when I have not cum for a few weeks and am out of my comfort zone.

    I think she wants to keep me locked up pretty much full time now, I love the idea of it but I do miss wanking a lot and the biggest trouble I have is finding a device I can wear long term as I am prone to chaffing and cutting. I'm currently using the curve as I am very wide when erect but considering the CB3000, hopefully a good KSD will stop me getting too hard in there and I wont feel like I am bursting out of the tube like I did in the CB6000.

    Anyway, thats enough about me and hopeto share experiences soon.
     
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    Welcome :) :loveCM:
     
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    Mistress Watchful Dont believe the hype ;oP

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    :welcome: to the Mansion.

    Good luck on finding the right device... that appears to be the holy grail of chastity!
     
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    I would personally look into a metal tube design. It would do alot better job of controlling you long term. Some of the advantages could be, you can find one without holes, slots, places than can irritate it. Being made of metal it will last a life time, and not split or break. And with my Neosteel belt, I Luv the warmth that it brings to down there. Like having someone with warm hands holding you constantly. Oh my, got to quit thinking of those things..

    Missy Tanya
     
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    Thanks

    .. for replying to my post so quickly, it's nice to feel so welcome. I love the look of the steel chastity tubes especially the ones with integrated locks. My main concern is pulling out as the difference between my relaxed and exited state is pretty big so I cant have anything really tight.

    I currently use a curve with the second largest back ring which is the smallest I can go.

    Does anyone have experience with steel tubes and pulling out?

    I think for the time being I am going to try the CB3000..:character0180:
     
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    Mistress Watchful Dont believe the hype ;oP

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    Usually steel tubes are used in combination with piercings... those that aren't look particularly torturous!

    xcite had a non pierced Lori though, and I think that was quite successful.
     
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    Welcome to the Mansion 'emsprisoner'. This is a good place to find out about real life experiences with practically every chastity device imaginable.

    It seems your girlfriend has the right idea about your obsessive wanking - isn't the torment so sweet?
     
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    Hmm, I don't really feel like a piercing is for me so maybe a CB is more of a deterrent than absolute security for now. I do at least try my best to play by the rules and even if I do pull out I'll never get back in again..

    And yes Miss D, she has got the right idea about controlling my wanking. I need to be controlled. The only trouble is she has pretty much decided to keep me locked up all the time now with one release a month, which is both exciting and intimidating at the same time as my previous record is three weeks during which I am a bit of a state and crying for release as my sex drive is pretty high.

    Bittersweet torment..
     
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    Hello my sweet prisoner.. as you know I am away for the next few days so I look forward to keeping my eye on you here and hearing how the pressure gets over the next few days. it is a shame I wont be around to unlock you and torment you so enjoy this little bit of respite as when I get home I will be upping the game and making you whimper a whole lot more ;) I can't wait. XXX
     
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    Emsprisoner;

    Welcome to Chastity Mansion, consider it your chastity support group. I already posted a welcome to Breakinghim.

    Does you fiance mind that there are some somewhat pornographic images here? I know that your porn addiction was one of the reasons she locked you up in the first place. Does she approve of certain types of porn provided you are locked up? The combination of porn and chasity can be a powerful training tool for some dominants :evilgrin0042:

    Respectful :cat:
     
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    Well Respectful, we have discussed my porn addiction at length and I am going to try and change my ways and be a better partner. Having said that when she has me in chastity I have no desire to look at porn because it just frustrates me.
     
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    .... and he knows better now. All good things come to those that suffer ;)
     
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    I love you darling x
     
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    good... but that wont let you out any sooner
     
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    Welcome to breakinghim and emsprisoner! Hope the two of you enjoy this site as much as I have! fondly, maid madeleine

    :loveCM:
     
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    susie q Dear friend of the Mistress Michelle clan

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    Welcome also i hope you enjoy the site as much as we do oh and ps (i love you darling)nice try it sounds like one of my attemps lol Curtsey:chores012:
     
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    It's so nice to see another couple on the site! :happy0030:

    Breakinghim, your pictures are lovely! Poor emsprisoner! .. all locked up with such a lovely goddess teasing him! :happy0120:

    mikecb
     
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    I do love her and I know it takes more than sweet words to earn my release. She is so deliciously cruel and firm with her lock ups.. Sigh.. The frustration is building..
     
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    I have the same problem with porn addiction. As soon as I get locked up I can't stop wasting my time looking at porn
     
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