Hello from Beaverton, Oregon.

Hi! I'm Colt, a 29 y/o submissive confused boy from Beaverton, Oregon. My whole life I've always been very empathetic and reserved, very much a people pleaser, especially to my two elder sisters and mother who basically raised me to be that well mannered quiet boy. Haha.

Well, even they don't know that I've been struggling with gender dysphoria most of my life and only recently discovered the wonderful world of bdsm and specifically my favorite dynamic, FLR and D/s relationships.

In any case, it's more therapy for me than a fetish. Being told by a strong womans authority that is ok to be submissive and reassured. That's where the subspace kicks in and my dysphoria ceases to matter. I hope each of you guys and gals find your own niches in this wonderful community. I do kind of feel super scared of the owner of this site. lmao If you're reading this, I read your stories and omfg lol I hope it's just partially creative writing. I feel like there is a sacred part of the D/s relationship that gets obscured by obscene gratuity sometimes, and that really was the only reason I never came to places like this sooner.

Happy to be here, and I would appreciate any advice for a relative virgin to submission as I'm still trying to find a domme. -_o