My wife and I have been in and out of chastity for a little over 2 years now. Most recently I locked up as of the start of 2019. Up until two weeks ago I had 2 orgasms in 2019. At that point we decided to take a break from chastity. the dynamic wasn't working for either of us. It was feeling like work. Well once unlocked I was a dog off the leash. I think I've had 20 plus orgasms in those two weeks. Some with her, most with Rosy DePalma. As of this morning I'm locked again and wow is it a hard stop. Crashed right into a brick wall and my body is saying what the hell. This is perhaps the hardest first day I've ever had. Hard stop.
Hang in there, we have all had to reset at one time or another. It’s supposed to be hard otherwise everyone would’ve doing it. You guys will find your way as long as you keep your head screwed on right and work toward your goal.
It's going to take a while to recover. Masturbating definitely undies your submission to her. It's a little like an alcoholic who's fallen off the wagon. It's going to take a month or more to get your sober submission back. Does she know what you were doing? Did she catch you? You should apologize.
We've taken breaks like that before, and my natural tendencies had me back to masturbating 2 or 3 times a day, every day. At first it felt awesome, but after a while the highs weren't quite as high anymore and it started to feel empty and it made me feel more distant from my wife. Going cold turkey and right back into 24/7 lock up is the best thing. Is it hard? A bit, but when she told me she wanted me locked up again because when I'm not, I act like an asshole, I knew it was for the best. I'm a better partner when I'm locked up and submissive.
She knew what I was up to as I wasn't trying to hide it, but she never out right caught me in the act. I haven't apologized as I'm still not feeling submissive or remorseful. The thing is I told her when I unlocked that I was ready to be submissive if she was ready to be dominant. So she told me she was ready and that made me lock up and she promptly did nothing. I asked her if there was anything expected of me service wise and she said no. I asked her if there was anything she wanted me to do for her and she said no. So I'm trying to be calm and trust my keyholder, but I'm wondering what she was thinking. At least I'm over the hump of that first day.
Lol definitely the case by the looks... In those times I just warn the wife... Be ready cause its gonna get used!!!! Lmao!!!! As long as she isn't feeling sick or dead to the world asleep, IT'S ON LIKE DONKEY KONG!!