Gaston's Journey

Mistress Lynda, Sorry to hear about missing items in the school girl outfit. I am so turned on by that look, you can't even imagine. Perhaps on a more positive note, how has the Club Fem MCD worked out ? Or maybe Gaston can tell us how it is working . Hope all is well for you both.

 

Hello again, I haven't had a lot of time to post updates this past week but not much has changed. Mistress is still holding her own and enforcing the contract and I am still in diapers. We did get the new outfit replaced but have not had the time to wear it. The same is said for the new MCD device. Things have been very busy with work but should calm down soon.

 

Hello Gaston and Mistress Lynda,
Glad to hear all is well. I thought you would have to at least have tried that new MCD by now. I am always so excited when I finally get a new device, tool, or toy.
Was hoping you would be able to provide some feedback, but I talked to my Miss yesterday about it, and she thought it would be something to try. Of course she was worried about it causing some kind of real damage and I assured her that it was most unlikely. Explained to her what it is and how it is a bit more restrictive than the CB6000s I wear in that I can't even have a wanna be erection without it causing some good old fashioned discomfort and even some pain if you push your luck. She seemed OK with idea and said I could order one.(today I hope) Suggested to her that I wear it and she gets to tease me from time to time. This will be especially challenging for me when I am fulfilling her needs and I will be wearing the MCD. I expect this will help take my discipline to a different level. Miss hearing from you both.
Hope all is well.

 

So, I am guessing Gaston is into week five of no orgasms and complete denial. Being driven so hard by your work and day to day lives does often make the time go by faster. I have never been locked up and denied for 4 weeks, but my Bride says she sees and understands the need to keep me denied for longer periods now. When fully submitting for longer periods, I love the docile feeling which washes over me with no attitude or edginess, hoping to be completely subservient. Although, I must say I had a bout of frustration last night only on day 1 of a new lock up which kept me awake in bed for an extra hour or so. But like the subby I now am, I let go of my selfish desires and fall of to sleep. Hope Gaston and you have a good week and get a break soon.

 

Well I'm coming up on 6weeks locked in a diaper and at first it sounded like a good idea and could be a lot of fun, but now it's really setting in. The past 2 weeks have been very very busy with my business so we haven't had a lot of time for other activities. Mistress has been on top of things and I am still chaste in a diaper. Hopefully this week we can have some time/

 

Getting a new toy or Device is like being a little kid at Christmas. You just can't wait to rip into the packaging and play with it as long as you can. I hope I never really grow up.

 

Love following this journey so much .

 

Hey Gaston,
Good to hear you are staying so busy. Helps time pass more quickly to. You should be proud of yourself, submitting to Mistress Lynda the way you have for the last 6 weeks. I hope you find some sense of accomplishment and can look forward to the new challenges ahead. I would be happy to experience some of them with you when possible. Stay in touch when you can.

 

Hello diapered68,
Just wanted to let you know I couldn't resist ordering a club fem MCD. Sent my order in several days ago, so I imagine I will have it by the end of the week. I am so looking forward to showing my Miss this new device and seeing what she may choose to do with it. Maybe we will get try it together.
However, if my math isn't too far off you are still going to be diapered until sometime into June (17)?? Do you think you'll try the MCD before then.? You know you shouldn't be masturbating in that diaper, I hope. lol.....

 

No there is no masturbating in my diaper, there would be evidence in diaper if I did. If time allows for it this weekend we might give the MCD a try but I think I will still be in diapers while wearing it. That device has very sharp nibs on it, It will definitely keep you in line while wearing it.

 

Locked in a diaper and wearing the MCD. That should provide you and Miss Lynda with a whole new experience. Do you think you will you be wearing the MCD 24/7 ?

 

I'm sure that is the plan. It should be quite interesting wearing the device knowing I cant get erect and still not being able to see myself. I have a feeling that even touching my diaper and putting pressure on the device will give me a reminder.

 

If it gives you any sense of conciliation, I get wanna be erections every day in my CB, so I can only imagine the level of discipline and focus I will need to have with the MCD wrapped around my little boy bit. In fact, I think it will cover almost my entire shaft with only the head of my cock sticking out. I feel this will be a real and new challenge for me, and I know I will screw up and deal with the pain from time to time. I feel it will be quite an achievement when I can give up being erect except when allowed by my Bride. The issue will be if she decides to tease me with it on, and my worship time for her with it on. I have never been one to beg for much, but this will be a whole new level of discipline for me. I truly am looking forward to it, believe it or not. The weekend is here Gaston. Yeaah.....
Try to relax, have some fun, and worship your Mistress.

 

Hey Mistress Lynda and diapered68,,
My Miss was excited at the idea of having me in the Club Fem MCD. So, it's been 24 hours now and it looks like I'm gonna live. lol....Hope you guys get to try it soon and let me know what's up. Happy Monday.

 

Hello Mistress Lynda and Gaston,
Haven't heard from you in a while. Hope all is well. I am using the MCD again this week in lieu of the cage. I have had it on since Sunday evening. Today being the third full day I have had it on, I find it more comfortable than ever. This is the longest I've had it on so far, and will probably have to wear it until Friday night, unless made to wear it thru the weekend. I believe it is fitted better this time than last time I used it. The intensity it provides initially trains your body to eventually stop attempting or allowing for erections. I must say, in my opinion, It is a very effective device. I hope that it makes me more fully submissive while helping to keep my big mouth shut, giving all control to her. Psychologically, there is a different feeling and dynamic between wanna be excitement in the cage and being kept completely docile in the MCD. That's docile physically and psychologically.
Have you tried it yet. ?? Send us an update when you can.