Gabe's Chastity Adventure

I am recovering from my punishment. I stood facing the wall, arms outstretched on my toes, saying "I will obey", for 30 minutes.. First my arms began to hurt. It was impossible to keep them up. Then my legs. Mouth became dry. voice hoarse. Had to stop several times. When finished laid down. Legs still hurting. Never want to do that again.

 

It is also harmful to the masturbator and to society.

 

Miss wants me to live a healthier lifestyle. No more sugar or caffeine. I am also to hydrate by drinking a glass of water every hour I am awake. I constantly feel that she is watching me. I am so aware that I must comply with her requirements.

I am required to listen to the audio of myself saying "I will obey", every day

 

I am to report everything I eat. I must be more organized. I am required to get 8 hours of sleep a night. I may pee every 4 hours. I will be given an exercise program. 4th day locked. Feeling very submissive.

 

Friday, woke up and emailed Miss, then performed my morning rite. Five minutes naked, arms stretched out and butt high in the air. Peed at 6:15. Drank a glass of water. Set the alarms on my phone, every hour for water and every 4 hours to pee. Breakfast and recorded what I ate in the app. To work and peed at 10:15. Lunch recorded the food in the app. 1:30 just had to go. Could not hold it any longer.

Was I to reset the 4 hour times or keep to the old schedule? I doubted I could last 4 hours and 45 minutes, so I reset the times. But would I be near a bathroom at 5:30? No. Should I try to hold it until after 5:30 or go before I left work? I emailed Miss about my failure and my problem. No reply.

All day I was checking the time, preparing to drink water, planning my bathroom breaks. She was constantly in my head. Chastity could become normal, but not this.

I recorded everything else and sent my reports and confession and questions before bed. Listened to my audio of obey.

 

Miss responded to my emails of yesterday explaining that Pee Times was training not punishment and that I should go if I really had to go. We will continue with 4 hours but if it was too difficult she will reduce the time.

She praised me for being honest about my problems and did not try to cheat. I told her that the severity and effectiveness of the punishment for inadvertently missing an email was such that I would never every try to cheat.

I have been told that the next time I am unlocked, I could masturbate or not. My choice.

I am to prepare a plan as how I am to meet dominant women.

 

I must pee every 3 hours 25 minutes. My plan to meet dominant women on the internet was not approved. I must find them in real life.

I told Miss that it could not be my choice whether to masturbate. It was only her choice. Unless she tells me to, I will not.

She has forwarded a MP3 file for me to listen each night just before sleep.

 

I listened the mp3 she sent. I can only hear white noise but I think there is a hypno file.

I wear a wristband to express my submissiveness. Today I was asked about the band and I replied that it symbolized my submission to a higher authority.

I easily met my pee schedule.

 

I am to unlock, clean and shave. Miss again said it was my choice whether to masturbate.

I am drinking lots of water, no coffee, no alcohol. I am recording everything I eat. I am to expect a meal plan soon.

I have been given instructions to walk for 30 minutes each day. But I am not to bring anything other than my key. No phone, no watch, no wallet. Also to know when my time is up, I am to ask a lady for the time.

 

I shaved and clean but did not masturbate. Relocked.

Had a quick lunch, salad, and did my 30 minute walk. Without my phone, keys, wallet, I felt so vulnerable. Asked a young lady for the time.

Miss says that I would not feel vulnerable with a strong woman to protect me.

Felt fantastic when she said "Good boy".

 

Miss now thinks that I should not masturbate alone, but have someone with me to observe my actions. And not over the internet. She is thinking about this and will notify me when we will start this. Much food for thought.

My walk today was less stressful, being without watch, wallet, phone etc. I asked a lovely lady for the time. She demanded to know where my watch was and seemed happy with my answer that I leave all those things in the office so I am not distracted.

 

Miss has asked me to send a photo of my drivers license. I asked why and she said she will be sending me something and needs my address. I sent it to her and then she said that it was also a test to see if I would followi her instructions without question. And I failed. My training will be intensified.

 

I am to start serving women. Miss has arranged that I attend the Tea Society. Miss has instructed me to call the chairwoman to get my application approved. I can't find any information about this group. I am excited and nervous. I am also waiting with anticipation the item that is being sent.

 

I spoke with Brigit, chairwoman of the Tea Society and will be interviewed tomorrow. Miss had applied for me.

I spent Sunday reading submissive blogs.

Miss has instructed me to unlock, shave and clean. That's all. I did it

 

My Meeting with the Tea Society Ladies

After work I met with Ms Brigit at a dining room above a restaurant. Ms Paula was there also. I was told that this is where the Society has its monthly socials. If accepted, I would be one of the tea boys, serving the ladies. The ladies are dressed, the boys naked.

"You are not uncomfortable being naked, are you?" she asked. Ms Brigit then told me to strip so I could be inspected for inappropriate tattoos etc.

"Why are you wearing that?" she asked me about the Holy Trainer. I told her about Miss and my training. She was very thorough asking me many questions.

I was told the rules and walked through what I was to do.

She smiled, touched my arm and told me to come on Sunday afternoon. I would be a tea boy, naked for the ladies. She also told me to wear the Holy Trainer on Sunday.

Later, when alone, I thought about my first public appearance in chastity. I felt a thrill and a chill!

 

Hard to sleep thinking about serving on Sunday.

Miss is brilliant. I think I will be meeting many dominant women, exposing myself as a chaste submissive boy. Opportunities. I may also find someone to supervise my masturbation when unlocked.

Miss required me to describe the Ladies. When I told her that Ms Brigit was short, with short black hair, a wonderful smile and small, tight, perky breasts she told me that I should not be staring at women's breasts. I have been tasked with writing 100 lines " I will not stare at women's breasts, I will look them in the eye." Of course she is right. I wrote it out 110 times.

I am also to stare at men's crotches and report any signs of erections or chastity devices to Miss. A proper and appropriate punishment, I think.

My diet and walking exercise seem to work as I have lost weight and feel better.

 

I received a package. Miss had ordered a set of 3 butt plugs. I am to use the smallest every morning when I perform my daily rite, on the floor naked, prostrate repeating my mantra.

On my daily walk, I stared a men's crotches looking for erections or chastity devices. I looked at hundreds it seem.. Felt very creepy.

I will apologize again to Miss for my bad activities.

 

Miss thinks I need to feel more control. I downloaded and set up Teamviewer. She began messing with my computer. We are also going to set up tracking apps etc on my phone.

 

Miss locked me out of my her computer. When I had access again, I was a user and Miss was administrator. There is now parental controls to limit my porn access. I don't know what else she is doing. GREAT!

I am required to view women's sports so I can better relate and converse. Figure skating.

On my walk today, I felt so submissive.

 

I was unlocked to shave and clean in anticipation of my attendance at the CFNM Tea Society. Beginning to get nervous.

I spent hours watching figure skating. After a while I found it extremely erotic - the outfits, the movements. I began pitching my nipples.

Miss says that she can spend a minute designing a task and I will be occupied for hours. True.

When doing my morning ritual with the buttplug, it felt as if she was there, right behind me.

 

The Tea Society. The boys arrived two hours before the Ladies and set up the room. We were all naked, I was the only one in chastity. The rule was that the boys could not speak to each other and to the Ladies only if spoken to. I felt that they were all staring at me.

The Ladies arrived. All elegantly dressed. Many with hats and gloves. All looked superior, dominant, in control.

We spent 2 hours serving tea etc. while the Ladies chatted. The Ladies left and we cleaned up.

There was nothing sexual about this.

 

Brigit kept me back after the Tea ended. She asked if I enjoyed myself and would like to attend next month. I enthusiastically agreed. She also said that some boys volunteered to serve the Ladies as cleaners, maids, houseboys, personal servants and if I was interested she would arrange my placement. I happily accepted.

I told her of the new rule that I cold only masturbate only if someone else was with me. She said she thought she could easily find someone. Yeah!

 

I could hardly function thinking about what I did Sunday. I exposed my locked status to a whole bunch of strange ladies and men. Brigit said she would find someone to supervise my masturbation as I am no longer allowed to masturbate alone.

I fantasized that she would have me naked in front of a room of the ladies and that I would humiliate myself by not being able to get hard.

My lunch hour walk was so arousing. I scanned all the faces to see if anyone had been at the Tea Society.

Miss instructed me to unlock clean and masturbate tomorrow. Brigit emailed me that she would supervise me. Arrangements made.