I'm not sure how many other guys here are in the same boat chastity wise. The basics of my chastity agreement with my wife and my keyholder is that the boy parts are not for sexual use anymore. As the months have been piling up, I've noticed that I'll see something on Tumblr and such, and 1) realize that I don't get to do that anymore. 2) I realize that it's been months or years since I've done many of the things. 3) I'm looking at stuff in much the same way I did when I was young, and viewing it as a fantasy that will never happen. The difference is that in reality, I've actually done most of the stuff I'm viewing, but the reality of being chaste means that I won't get to do them from now on. The emotional feeling though, is very much like back in the day, looking at porn and thinking how amazing and crazy it would be to ever get to do some of this. Chastity has been a sort of mental re-set to an earlier way of seeing. At some point, I swear my virginity will return, and if somehow I ever do get to "get lucky", it will be double deja-vu! Anyone else experience anything along these lines?