So I’ve had some online experiences with chastity off and on over the years but I’ve been neglecting that area of my life for several months and I simply can’t ignore it anymore. It’s so frustrating dealing with vanilla life when I have this raging need to be locked and owned in chastity. I have an innate need to be denied and controlled by a keyholder/Domme yet I just go on day to day not addressing this. Well no more. I have a new chastity cage arriving Tuesday and my search will begin to find a trustworthy female keyholder to fulfill my genuine need to serve and obey, and help me juggle vanilla life with chastity life. I am genuine, loyal and able and hope to find a keyholder in some capacity who appreciates these traits. This isn’t a ‘porn’ fix or some fantasy that can be fulfilled with a two minute video clip. This is real to me and I will manifest it as such in my life. Sorry for the long message but I’m frustrated and needed to vent.