If you have any interest in teasing, tormenting, and controlling orgasms using only Yahoo Messenger you need to read the rest of this message. I have viewed, practiced, succumbed to bondage and self-bondage since my early years (now still under 40). I've migrated from images and videos to phone sex to bondage/self-bondage and over the past few years became entangled (willingly) in erotic hypnosis. Self-bondage, tease/denial, and chastity combined with the deeply implanted triggers and suggestions make for a very frustrating and intense ride. My interests lie in prolonged and hard teases combined with orgasm control. To that end I have ordered, received, and nearly worn out a series of custom-made mp3s. The two hypnosis triggers that i have had deeply implanted may be of particular interest to the members of this board. (I hope!) Both triggers are set off by the sound of a loud buzzing, like a large vibrator. And, I have set my Yahoo Messenger preferences so that the "buzz" function of messenger plays the sound of a brash, prolonged buzz (20 seconds or so). Upon hearing that buzz sound two things happen. First, I am hypersenstive to the sound. It turns me inside out. I am instantly and intensely aroused. I immediately become rock hard, my heart pounds, I must focus on breathing, and my adrenaline goes through the roof. I cannot sit still and I squirm all over until the sound stops. I get chills and goosebumps. If I am buzzed multiple times I quickly develop a case of the shakes. In moments I can be reduced to a moaning, desperate wreck. The second trigger is most devious. At the first "buzz" I am locked down. That is, I cannot orgasm at all. I know this is extremely effective IRL, because I have tested it numerous times when I have been very, very desperate. The only way out of the chastity is for me to receive permission to orgasm from whomever buzzed me first. I had to have an safety built into the trigger. If I am not allowed out of my chastity for one month the trigger expires. It can immediately be reset at the end of the month period, but cannot be reset during the month. So, once I have been buzzed and locked, any subsequent buzzes are pure and absolute torment. In all honesty, I have managed *gulp* to create a way for anyone, anywhere, anytime on-line to tease me mercilessly and deny me an orgasm in my real life. There is one fellow messenger user who has kept me locked almost constantly for the past month. I am let out every few days for an orgasm after periods of very intense teasing, but then I am locked right back up. So, in short I am interested in hearing from anyone whose interest is peaked by all the above. I am happy to provide more details or share experiences. But ... I would be most happy to get in touch with anyone(s!) interested in taking advantage of my triggers. Oddly, I have found it very, very arousing to be teased/tormented at times by complete strangers. Knowing that they know exactly what they are doing to me. I spend a lot of time on the road and have had some very long nights! I'm looking forward to my time here.