I am over fifty days now since last ejaculate. I am desperate I must admit. I am desperate to ejaculate and desperate not to ejaculate. I wish I would have a wet dream it would be a release. My testicle is aching. Does blue ball exist it's a very dark purple in colour. You guys who have gone beyond fifty days does it get any easier and if so at what point. My wife is out tonight having sex and is somehow harvesting sperm for me to eat. I don't know when but it's happening I know it is. Brett her boyfriend and young can have sex three or four times a night. I don't get that how does he do it. Anyway I just had to post. I badly want to last out longer. Please please please God let me have a wet dream.
Begging or praying for a Wet Dream. My how things can change when your Locked. I’d love a wet dream also
If its turning purple I suspect something is wrong. Maybe post a pic? Other than that 50 days is a long stretch. Tough it out. Better than starting off at square one.
Have you thought about asking your wife to milk you? That would release you, if not your body will adapt and just release when it needs to.
Thanks. My wife does not milk me or offer me that service. I have to have permission to masterbate. How will my body adapt and just release the seamen. I do drip when on the toilet but it's not that much.
The sometimes named chastity tears or leaking when aroused is generally enough to keep the pressure down to.. I want to cum... rather than .. I feel thet I need to cum.. Many Key Holders will assure you if asked that men do not NEED to cum If the need still gets to much you will leak either whilst awake or asleep or perhaps both. A litle light porn watching or whatever works for you might encourage almost unconscious leaking, which as I say maintains the want and diminishes the need. And usually it is the want that you both desire to have in place rather than the sometimes less controllable need
Thanks guys am doing ok. Have been on disabled swim group today so that's cooled me down again. Thanks again.