I am in permanent chastity, in a steel belt. We live between the UK and Ireland. My wife has a fantasy of watching me sucking cock and getting fucked in the ass at the same time, while I am locked up. Personally, I am not too sure about it. I think I'd have to not know it was happening beforehand. I'd want to have a hood covering my eyes, as I would not want to even see what is happening. Nor would I particularly want to hear what is going on. If it is going to happen I just want the cocks in my mouth and ass and nothing else at all. Just the cocks... The feel of them in me. And I am paranoid about the hygiene and cleanliness, but know it won't feel right if they are encased in rubber. I need to feel the heat and taste the meat and have the hot squirt of cum. I am not a sissified guy. Just a man in chastity. She knows I often fantasise about cocks, but she also knows I have absolutely zero attraction to men. The longer I am in chastity, the more I crave cock, any cock. It's a weird feeling. To kind of think that if I can't get erect myself, the more I want erect cocks around me. If I can't cum myself, I want other men to cum in me. She loves how I am so horny all the time with the belt on. She loves how my member swells out of the cracks in the penis tube. She knows that I'd probably get off on it, even if I am not at all sure about it myself. She may want to find another woman who has some men she can bring with her to the party and the two of them can get off on watching. Will it ever happen? I honestly don't know. I am not at all sure. The dark side of me longs for it, but the rest of me is not comfortable with it. Anyone else have any thoughts on the subject?