Devanillaing her

Been a month out of the steel.
Ive tried to remain a helping husband but my libido is low as I keep masturbating and I dont bother to touch her. I even give her attitude criticism.
Got fed up of being an arsehole so I locked up and left her the key with a little note this morning.
Now its gone.
My gut says that it will be different this time and that I really will not see the key again until she decides.
Its funny how immediately this triggers horniness and new consideration for her. Now Im back to gawking at my wifes clothed body again.
I cant wait to snuggle this evening....we havent done so since I took it off a month ago.

 

Yep snuggling is back. Its so yummy to touch her body. It is so soft and warm and odorous and tasty. I touched her pubic stubble. Just so want to fuck her. But she was not into it this morning, never mind.
I still dont understand why locking the cock does this. My brain is locked on to my wife.

 

So some more snuggling this morning. It is unreal how nice just touching her body is.
My brain is fixated on her. Or at least my "little" brain is. The big brain trails along behind.
Only been 2 days, so the tears haven't appeared yet.
Its school vacation so Ill have to wait a little before we use the new wand.
Its funny though, she s been in a dismal mood (tooth ache) and if it wasnt for the steel Id give her some hard attitude criticism...but I dont cos of the steel. Is that good?

 

Day 5 ticking by at an elevated horniness rate. It just feels good to BE with her.
Not desperate or mind-scrambled yet... that usually takes at least a week or 10 days according to my past experience.
Snuggled again this morning. She sort of expects that when Im locked and pulls me to her when she wakens. I push the steel into her butt and she wriggles a little then lets it pulse slightly against her.
Then she says no movement. Im allowed to put my hands anywhere on her except the temple, but I have to keep them frozen...not sure if she doesnt want to get moistened cos our 11 year old might come in as its school vacation.
So I try to touch as much of her as I can by pushing my shoulder on her hip and then laying my arm all down her thigh. Then I stroke her firm thigh by moving just my fingers.
After a while she gets up and the cock relaxes letting a few tears flow.

Shes had toothache, headache, eyeache this weekend and the seasonal allergies are making her sneeze...her hair needs professional care (on Thursday) and isnt looking good...shes not wearing any nice perfume...And the steeled cock can only think of one thing: my lovely Madame Vanilla.

Heads up for this site and its members who have encouraged and supported me on this journey that has brought me back close to my wife. I hope and wish she makes it permanent.

 

Haven't used it yet...its for her ofcourse.
Its her first toy.

 

Day 6 ticking by, cuddling this morning, the cock is getting edgy.

 

Coming to the end of the first week.
I havent had much of Madame Vanilla but Ive had some.
Not been very horny.
Today is like the first day of Spring. Sunny and warm.
Went for an early bike ride, appreciated the ladies out in their tight jogging pants.
The cock is not so happy and has started straining.

 

Cock hasnt been out for more than a week. I can feel a lot of sensitivity hidden inside the steel body. Thank goodness I cant touch it.
Snuggled only briefly and she jerked her bottom away from my hand when I went for her lips..."Im in charge" so to say. I gawked as she got out of bed naked.

 

Its sooo weird after a weeks chastity how the cock gets so edgy.
Im out in the town chauffeuring Madame Vanilla to her hairdresser. Waiting in the car, enjoying lots of pretty legs jogging in the park, the cock pulsing as if it existed outside Madame's control.
So happy that there is steel protecting it from my hands. Sometimes I touch the steel case and the cock pulses as though it could feel my fingers.
So far Ive never pulled it out the back though Id sure like some relief.
Maybe next week when our daughter is back at school Madame might relieve me...but what am I saying? this is all supposed to be about HER pleasure.

 

Day 10 was a zero libido day...I took anti histamine on thursday night and that always deflates the cock.. It wore off by last night and after we snuggled I realised that the cock was back.
It mushed its head into the steel cage all night long.
No pussy for 2 months now.
Cant stop thinking about my WIFES pussy.
Taken the cage off this morning for cleaning. Slight sore on the head so will leave it off for a day.

 

Thanks. Be alright daytime as were out for the day. But Ill have to recage this night otherwise Ill fail. Funny how sensitive it feels uncaged as if Ive released pent up feeliness.
I just gawked my wifes breasts and puss as she shampooed her hair under the shower...she told me to go away when she realised...now the cock is leaking.

 

Thanks again for the encouragement...I actually left it off last night and managed not to masturbate...though my thoughts wandered into fantasy land in the dark.
Steel back on this morning...so I havent come for 11 days. And with the steel Im back thinking of how I could fuck my wife.
Tomorrow our daughter will be out of the house so Im hoping to give Madame Vanilla some heavy groping. I will propose a date to her for Piv during the week, if she wants.

Ps hey Jah Im actually a Brit...but my wife Madame Vanilla is french.

 

Have been locked for 2 weeks.
My libido has been down all that time.
Some business stress Im guessing, as well as the side effect of my anti histamines.
Madame Vanilla has been off her salts and thats put her in a rough mood over the last few days.
I told her she needed her head examining on Tuesday morning and then we didnt talk much...
So fucking is not on the agenda. Nor talking about chastity.

I guess this is when chastity becomes real, when it has no horny stimulus, when Id just like to rub one out before sleeping or when I look at some Insta fitties and find a steel sheath instead of an erection to rub.

It would be better if Madame Vanilla felt better.