Devanillaing her

I feel very aware of the remaining load and would be SO appreciative if Madame Vanilla would pump it out of me.

I very much doubt that's going to happen soon. I'll go kiss her instead, maybe forget the load that way, right?

 

This morning wake up was early and she didn’t want any messing. We have houseguests this weekend and she wants to get the house in good order...I pleaded for a snuggle after her morning pee and got a minute or two before she was up and out...
Wearing a deep cut t shirt and very tight short shorts. So I really gawk. My reaining load feels heavy in my balls, maybe some fresh loading since 2 nights ago...
I'd like to fuck my pretty wife. I'd like to push her down and pump her.
But SHE has the keys to the steel cage around my pulsing cock. And she's in a business mood.

 

Went for beers with the boys at an outdoor evening venue with a dj...I found myself climbing some stairs behind a pair of ivory long legs in shorts that had cheeks bulginging out, and lots of lovelies about 40 years younger than me.
I felt so comfortable away from my good wife but still feeling her steel grip.
Then this morning I gave her snatch a lovely kiss and I'm feeling Il lose a load involuntarily when I see my wife's legs. Legs for MY life.

 

My lady is in business mode today as we are having houseguests staying thuis weekend.
I stole just a few minutes caressing her at wake up, and then she wouldn't allow me to touch any sensitive parts.
My cage leaked profusely and I felt my nipples get sensitive.
She denies me access to her...very frustrated but I'm thinking that rather than sulk and masturbate I should get on and help her get the house in order for our guests.
Not very sexy activity.
My balls are fully loaded.

 

Yeah it would appear that if she only gives me a single load relief followed by quickly locking back up then the drop is quite insignificant...

 

Our houseguest couple are here and as its a hot summer the lady who is 15 years younger than me is wearing shorts...damn lovely big strong intriguing thighs I'd like to...but when I glance back at my wife's slender legs that are so familiar, my cock pulses and I'm ready to expell a load down my good lady's thighs!
The key and the cage seem to have rewired my mind.

 

A hot summer afternoon...everybody gone out except for me, I stayed behind to not overheat...Madame Vanilla looked at me before going out and told me to clean up the kitchen, oh yes to hang up the laundry too, oh yes take out the trash, so I've done all that AND vacuumed the down stairs for good measure! I don't understand WHILE DOING HER DEMANDS I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF HER VAGINA. OF ME SITTING WITH AN ERECTION AND HER COMING AND SITTING RIGHT ON TOP OF IT ENGULFING MY MOST PRECIOUS THING AND THEN PUMPING OUT MY BALLS UNTIL I GROAN AND GRUNT AND AM EMPTY.

The other thing is that she didn't ask me in a particularly nice way, as she was in business mode getting everybody out of the house and on their way...as I have become more compliant with the chores she has gotten more in the habit of telling me what she wants me to do, with less and less politeness.

 

Been only a week since Madame Vanilla had me come, but Ive only come 2 times this summer.

I feel already confused like I can t quite remember what an erection feels like and I'm not sure what ejaculation would be like either...

As I sat listening to Madame this morning staring at her shoulders and cleavage and thighs I could feel I was about to lose a load...but she sent me off to the store on a errand for her.
Ofcourse I cant get her body out of my mind.

 

Madame has a new thing...touch but dont move. I am allowed to touch almost any part of her naked body when we wake up...but no movement, stroking, caressing etc.
I usually go for a hand on her breast or butt. Gets very annoying to not be allowed to stroke as I then lose the feeling from my hand. I try to have her nipple between two fingers and then ever so slightly roll it.
But Madame Vanilla usually removes my hand if it's too much nonsense.
This morning I leaked a lot while holding her.

 

I fucked up last Tuesday and stimulated myself to release. I dont know what happened.

I m still trying to recover.

Madame doesn’t know. But she hasn't let me snuggle and I really really miss it. Trying to put her first despite partially empty balls and her ignoring my need to touch her, is difficult.

 

She let me snuggĺe for 5 minutes this morning against her naked body, cage pressed into her butt, hands all over her except for her altar...oh god how I needed it.

My cock and balls have pulsated all morning.

 

No snuggling.

But my balls are full and I'd really really like to come.

Now is when I need her to state her resolve that I should not masturbate, that I will come only when she is ready...but NOT NOW.

Instead she talks to me about other stuff and all I can think about is coming.

I'd really like to come. Inside her is preferable.

 

I enjoyed urinating this morning.
That lovely féeling of somerthing welling up through the inside of the cock. Then exploding out of the head.
Though I'd prefer to come ofcourse.
Preferably inside Madame Vanilla.

 

Were away for the weekend. No romantic opportunity.

Locked up.

She asked me if I'd brought the key and I reminded her that was up to her and I don't have the key.
She winced and asked what might happen if I had to go to the ER...

It's been some time since Ive been released.

 

She let me snuggle a little this morning. I gently caressed her breast. The cock struggled against the steel about 4 times.
That sets me up for the day...Im not interested in insta fitties or porn or otherwomen, nope, I just think about pumping my wife.
I wouldn't have guessed such an obsession was possible after 15 years together.

But with it being back to school this week, Madame Vanilla is a lot more prickly.

She also made a comment about me bring as stubborn as a mule about something she asked me to do her way and instead I did it my way. She was very explicit about her displeasure. Not sure if she realises that she could retaliate quite forcefully as she has those keys ofcourse.

 

She has been prickly since monday...not much to report.
Almost had an argument this morning.
This is when I realise that if chastity is to be a reality then real life problems will occur and make me prefer to be able to R&R: rub one out and relax...which is not going to happen with a steel cage locked on my cock.

 

Madame still annoying and prickly.
No physical contact for a few days.
I havent come for a month. Save a couple of kick start bleed tests (Artemis ☺) that I immediately regretted, I haven't masturbated.
Not feeling horny either.
Funny.

 

Ah you were listening!

That's some terminology Nasa is using for checking the pressure on the liquid hydrogen tanks on Artemis. Bleed is meaning purge in this case.

When I'm deep cleaning the cock out of the cage I put some cream on it and rub it till its real hard then put it back in the cage...usually there's some fluid that gets purged. Done that twice over the last month but have not mentioned it to Madame Vanilla.

Anyway Artemis looks like it's take off this evening but my cock doesn't. Madame Vanilla just isn't in the mood for anything right now.

That's harsh reality for being in chastity.

I'd like her to be proud that I haven't masturbated over the summer. But she doesn’t think about it much/at all. Again another harsh reality.

 

She pulled me towards her and rolled into my arms and allowed me to touch her all over except for her temple.
My cock pulsed in the steel jammed into her thigh.
She slept in my arms then when awoken she let me lick her pits.
I leaked massively.
I so needed that feeling of connection, and it has improved my mood.

The woman's body is so unbelieveably lovely to touch.

I haven't yet thanked her.