We are weird critters. It really doesn't take very long to associate one with the other. After a bit of time I start to crave it. I will be going through Tumblr to send mistress and all the ruined orgasm gifs start to get me wanting to clean it up, I've even had my mouth watering. Associating your sole orgasmic pleasure with the act of licking it up, does make you crave it. Like most, since my incentive is gone once orgasm occurs, my craving ends. Mistress gets no real pleasure from feeding it to me, or having me lick it off me. She does however enjoy me licking it out of her, mostly because I'm also pleasuring her. She does however enjoy me doing as I'm told, taking me to my most submissive state by doing something I do not care to do, and for me to show her my willingness to put me last and her first. The act itself is nonsexual, a loving command that puts me into subbie mode that much quicker. The very act of her being stern, and unyielding in this, shows me how much my submission means to her and the act always brings us closer together.